18 WAYS!

Dearest reader,
Okay, firstly I am here to tell you all something nice and sweet...Not emoing huh or being chim...~ It's a simple as ABC post today...Pardon my gramma/spellings though..Have you listened to the wang lee hom/hong new songs.. Including a song named :" 18 martial art (Translated)" ...So instead of martial arts,I will go into a simple sweet and awesome actions which is :" 18 ways of making u laugh".......Though I still cant really think of 18....freakign so much yet....But still I shalltry my best to fill it in...See huh...and laugh while I phrase!


1) Of course we must type HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA..(Must be freaking long huh)
2) Ermmm....;) ;D ;> :3 :P ;b :O :K :j (Err....It's faces la...appreciate la ^^)
3) Just look at any one of my unglam pics (and see what reaction I give!!!)
4) Inventing lots of new ways in holding hands,having fun...(Thumb,pinkie hold..Favourite is like glue hold)
5) Allowing him to see your freaking eyes bag!
6) Listening to very interesting song and sing in other languages.(Though it dont sound good)
7) Be a fool, make a joke out of yourself.. Because being silly is a reason he laugh!
8) Changing ,trying out different tone of voice!!!
9) Dancing though he feel malu - But he will laugh!
10) Instead of saying Hi,cya,bye...Change it to Kill ya tmr ,okay ?
11) Telling him why he's so good! (Cause when he's malu,he will secretly laugh!)
12) Doing a very hilarious and embarrassing things in public! (Never fail)
13) Standing on just his leg make him laugh ttm too!!! O.O!
14) Performing the karate KICK!
15) Tickling is one of the best and traditional way but still ,he will fall for it!
16) Speaking in a very bad English way (like now) he laugh too *^ *box you* (: But it's ok!
17) Saying that he's hot but in fact you mean he's warm...But nvm, just make him fly ;D
18) Dont afraid to be yourself, because you are the most important reason he laugh!


Upon reaching here,I realise that 18 things aint enough....Memorise flashing through my brain...And I realise we have came this far...Everything we did is wonderful...and is perfect in the most imperfect way.... There bound to be fights but overcoming never seems to be a problem. There bound to be silent,secrets but we never fail to make each other feel the love we had. There bound to be tears but we will never fail to be there to wipe the tears off or to cry with each other. If you lend me your hand,I will give you the warmth. If you give me your shoulder,I will give you my head. If you give me your eyes, I will show u how important you are to me. If you give me your body, I will protect you from the cold. If you give me your ear, I will whisper the sweetest words. If you give me your forehead, I will give you the warmest kiss,If you give me your arm, I will grab it and never let go. That's how much you meant to me..(:


On the other side-If you clinch your fist, I will open my palm. If you turn your back on me, I will hug you. If you look away, you will still see me,cause I will never let you wander off alone.(Leading you to wild conclusion)..
If you lost your sight, I will be your eyes. If you lost your hearing, I will write to you. If you are mute, I use my heart to listen to what u need. If you lost your taste, I will taste the food for you (:


People, it's very easy to be a nice person and even easier to be a sweet-talker. But actions are louder than words.. And it takes not weeks,months but years to prove it.. I have all my lifetime to prove to you, do you have?... I know that now, I 'm not living in a single hood,I cant keep everything to myself,because that worries you.And when u are affecting, it affect me more. So I will not keep everything but something can ;P Same for you^^ Doublehood huh!
Love is miracle, it comes and can slip off easily...So I'm grabbing you tight...Dont fly off wor~ I will put 10 kg to each of your legs ;D sound good! hahahha...Nah, when you are around, it never rain.



PS: Yawn...Sleep people! If love is in the air, take a deep breath....<3 Ask me why do I love you again..I really dunno. U are just so imperfect^^

WHY IS IT HURTING SO MUCH..WHY DOES MY HEART ACHE?

Why am I feeling sorry when nothing seems to be a problem of mine? Why do a thing always leads to two? Why do friends/family/everyone had been disappointed or are constantly being disappointed by me?

Keeping my feeling, to not hurt you, to not make you feel frustrated about it and to not let it bother you. I just wanna lighten your load but why you said u were disappointed with me? Why? I thought I was strong, and I thought u knew all along? But nothing seems to be like what it should be? The people I care,I love,and I want to be ard with are not like before and yes I knw people change but I am so afraid........I'm afraid of being left behind,being neglect,being threw away like a rubbish and thus I always do my very best to keep up with their pace, making myself the joke of the day to just get their attention,and maybe I'm silly by doing all these....

It's not that I dont wanna tell u, it because I dont knw how to.........I have never express it out,and when I say never I mean it........A true feeling,a true problem shouldn't be told if not needed....I'm selfish and yes......For that my apology

Stop and think........I should really do it now.......I wanna be back to when I dont have anything to worry about.......I have been feeling these way it's because, these days, the same things happens to too many people ard me..The same situation, why? Am I doing something wrongly? Or simply,I'm irritating.........I wanna go somewhere,some where where nobody gonna find me......Where I can find back who I was.................Sorry people..........I dont feel good........I feel awful.........Yet I'm speechless...........

PS: Where would u be when I need, what would u hear when I'm sad, how will u feel when I'm speechless? I'm sorry for being a fool...For being such an asshole........

WHAT'S THERE TO WORK FOR?

Dearest reader,

What would you do when u have reach the end of a rope? I mean not the end of your life rope but the friendship, family or loveship.. Every single part of your life.

Friends--
In life, will our friends stay with us,I mean friends that we made in Secondary,in Primary or in poly? Think about it, which group is the most possible one to stay? Primary,too young,not mature thus connection weak..(If you get what I mean)... Secondary, very close for 4 or 5 years, have the thought that it will last and forever.Share almost everything.But.... When entering the life of Poly and getting use to what u have and what u dont...U forgot the promises you made, you forgot the moments you had with your dearest friends and u still carry on with it... And slowly u realise, U have been distanced away...Some sec friend still stya in touch,are still very close but for some maybe like me, I dunno why, it dont work this way... I'm not someone that can be restrict to a certain group, a limit is a suffer to me...I love going around, exploring all the possible things and sometimes, I lost the way and for me to get back to you, it's to make me realise what I have been missing out....I dont and wont really notice what I lost -like what others had said:"I took things for granted" But it's not entirely my fault as...I can live alone without anyone and to breathe by myself.....I work things out myself..However, a label of being bad just tag onto my back ;/ and realising that I'm such a bad friend-I think about it, I feel sad about it..I even did cry because of it..But after what I had done, what's there for me to do? It's not possible for me to take u back for granted..


PS: Story to be continued-Low batt (: Meawhile smile!