My fairy godmother

Written at Monday, August 31, 2009 | back to top

STORY 2~

More complications in her life....As she did not say what she intended,no one taught her lesson-what's right or wrong..She assumed that everything she did was right,and even when it's wrong she could just turn it back to right track..People,frens and family did not tell her,maybe because they thought she was right because whatever she said seemed to make sense..So they thought why doubt her??..So she continue her life in the wrong way,treating people by her mood..She was being held high up in the sky,she'll never know how it feel to fall...However,luck was not on her side every day,finally bad luck came and definitely she fell..Fallen deep down,everything she tried to get want wrong,nobody seemed to understand what's she's pursuing..Only she,herself knew it!! Bad luck stay with her,hurting her not once but twice...She dunno if she should go for it,she dunno if she could hold on any longer...Some times,she feel like giving up,giving everything away again...But thinking back how she got everyone back,she just can't bear to~~ What will she do,to pursue with scars and non-stop battles or just give it up....Her decision,she went crazy about but she knew what she want and she hope she will have the courage and determination to hang on,cling on to it...She believe it's never the end of the story...W/o a stop from you,her journey will continue~~~..................

PS:Being nice-there's a limit,please don't go beyond it if you don't mean it....Please don't misunderstand my meaning,not sure you may ask but I can't guarantee that you'll have an answer..(: have a nice day*

Written at Saturday, August 29, 2009 | back to top

STORY 1~

There has never been a trouble for her,she was a strong-headed girl and have no fear! However,after years of pursuing and nothing in return,her faith shaken~She can't trust her own judgment,wondering if it's the correct one.People started doubting her but some supported her.
Over time,those who have been supporting her got tired of her thoughts of distrust and they started to have conflicts with her.Therefore,she felt that she causes everything to go wrong even problems to her friends and adding more burden to them..Her thoughts went wild and crazy,she doubt her ability to cope with the thing she have and so she decide to throw it all away,assuming that this was the best choice! She didn't know what's wrong or right,she felt that it's hopeless and can't see further,she wast stuck into the ground so deep that she cannot climb up~She was exhausted and soon gave up..Looking up into the sky where she was stuck to,she saw something she will never see..A wide blue sky which was so beautiful and it has always been there,why didn't she notice it..The only limit was the sky,she should not forces anything to go her way,shouldn't be that stubborn,she was too naive..Now,she think back......Why did she hurt her frens who were always there,treated them like nothing but a bit of rubbish-able to throw and take back..She tried her best to pull out her legs and ran as fast as she could to tell them how important they were in her life..However,when she got there,her courage was gone..And the only thing she said was craps and as her frens they forgave her,w/o knowing he real reason! She continue to live her life,hiding the thing she wanted to say and just hope that everything will be fine....She never know these cause more trouble and brought more complications to her life....which is....................................~~ahhahahs!! Stay tune..

PS:It's been years,I've lose the feeling of being treated as one piece....

Written at Thursday, August 27, 2009 | back to top

BE KIND TO TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT!

HELLO everybody!It's had really been a long time since I posted,due to the stress load,can't really afford to waste my time.However,I can't let my blog rot or maybe I just wanna post(: Either way! I've been really stress up these few days,not only because of 'o's but lots more!-Friends,family and worst of all THE THOUGHTS that is running in my damn it brain!Sometimes,I hope that everything will be clearer for me to understand better,but the truth is hidden and I have to find the answer myself~Do you know how I feel? It's rather complicated;) Life is like a high wall,a waterfall,a mountain or anything you can think of..After all it is the same theory,you will have a depression and a peak in your life..So never think you will be bad luck nor good luck for your entire life..Now,I'm riding a roller costar and it's so scary that I left the seat! However,I love the risk,the adventure and the journey but I dunno if I will get the ticket again-the same old ticket for the same old ride! If you were to give me a choice,a chance to return,I will choose to stay in the cabin/ride and never get down,not even if you push me away! That's the attitude I should have,I was just wondering what had make me forgotten all about this,the never give out spirit? I should have believe myself,should have followed my instinct yet I did the opposite..And now I injured and lost my courage!How could I get up again? It'll take a long time but by the time I recover will I still have that same chance? I'll never know,I'll confirm,only when you tell me I will,I will believe..
A girl just pursuing her dreams,came down to the bottom of the sea,can't see anything but heard everything.She stood near but you didn't notice,she just hope you could turn around,and maybe her life will change,so will you take her hand and accompany her through her difficulties.Telling her that everything will be alright and with you,she has nothing to feared.Few months later,you finally saw her but you didn't do anything to get her attention.Thus,she left and continue her journey.Just when she thought she could stand again,you appeared and she was shocked.She thought you will tell her everything you've been hiding from but you just side beside her and no words spoken.She indeed is sad but she dare not question you as she have no confidence if you feel the same way too.Both of them continue this journey with the accompany of silents..As for the ending,please imagine for yourself as it's unpredictable(:
What I'm trying to say here is you gotta go fir it no matter how far,how hard the journey is,your attitude will change every single thing.Sometimes,you think it's the end but it might not be.It just appeared to be but beneath it,is not!Even though you're dying inside,never give up,your spirit will guide you through.And it'll bring good thing to you and make miracles come true..I have never believe in fairy tales but I have just started to read one,I want and hope it to come true this time round..I will do my best,like what I used to say-I just hope it's worth the battle!!However,I need some time.
A shocking yet predicted story.A miracle created just for you.A mystery that you will figuring out.Lastly,if you don't open it up..It'll be a secret that you'll never know forever~~PS: I'm not joking,believe it or not..One day you will regret of you don't do your best for it now..You just gotta balance it well.

Written at Wednesday, August 05, 2009 | back to top

I HAVE FINALLY GET IT RIGHT!

Hey,hi everyone! Good evening(:
It has been quite some time since I post..O-lvl is drawing near and definitely I am getting quite tense up! Also,have to work super hard thus I dun have the time to really post so shall sum up what had happen in the past few days..I have back the confidence I once had as my doubt are all clear,it's been so long-almost 1 year and now I know what I want to know,at least I have back the peace and no misunderstanding that I'm bad..No more!! Also,having back my old frens feel so good and happy..It's like gaining 1 million dollars in one night but money can't buy these!! hehehs(: I have always wonder a right and wrong choice but today,I believe no matter what decision you make it's a wrong and right one..Half half ba~ Course things do change and it's so unpredictable..So expect the unexpected! BELIEVE it or not,thing are not up to you to choose..
Totally feeling the happiness running up and down my body and some sense of peace which make me be who I am,doing things out of a crazy stupid reason-that's call fun and real!Without faking a smile anymore..

Gosh,today morning was a bad day..Does it mean that not knowing how to fold a star is not a girl? Although I dunno how to fold one,I am happy and glad I dunno..Need not to hurt my hand..hhaha,actually,you can't say this,it do hurt my feeling..But came to think about it,some girls who know how to fold may not be that lady-like too:p So stop comparing what should a girl know,it's just a star after all..heheh! Hurtful words dun hurt me anymore,try it again and I will bite you with my sharp teeth! It's just watching your every moves and never let you get near..
I will not hate a star because of what happen and what ppl said..Elis dun knw how to fold a star and that make up who I am..If folding a star is common than I'll be the outstanding one rather than what they said :" not a girl"!!!~~ Hhahha! I am of course one of a kind,everyone have a different beauty in them,search for it and you will be the most beautiful woman in earth! Believe you will be..Cause I believe so do you!! It's a must to think that way,gosh-my thick skin face:P lols! Shall end here,spending time posting-not worth it but once in a while it's okay..Byebye!

PS: I appreciate your kindness but I will stand on my own,just dun destroy what I believe in!
We're a gem to different ppl so just shut your eyes,ears to those who don't treat you like how you should be treated..I will do my best to hold my fren with both my hands!!

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Do you see a slide show above? Obviously right?!hahah...Okay,if you wanna know what I have been through and how do I feel about them,you will have to read the title below each photographs(: It's not that difficult There only a total of 41 photos..Meaning 41~43 words(:!! Just as simple as ABC.. Anyway,I should have introduce myself first...I am elis as you can read...And I'm currently studying at NYP,a course named-Hospitality and tourism management..Also,I became 1 year younger on the month of november and the date of eighteen which is 18 if you cant see(:Oh,and when the day arrived people who don't know me well will be benefit,as they dont need to buy me a present..Just a tiny small little card with your wishes on it will do..However,for people who knows and are...well..very close to me...HAHAHHA! It's the day I received presentsss for all of you^^ Okay..So I believes after reading this,you already have an answer to befriend with me or not!! But I hope to know every single one of you that reads what I had wrote above..Because since you have the patience to read it,you should have the patience to be my friend(:(: After all,I believes I'm a friendly, cheerful and a funny girl..I mean a teenager!!~~So...Hey people out there,will you say hi to me? Because every friendship started off with a SMILE and a HELLO..But to maintain it,we both have to work and carry a positive mind with it** Oh,just another information,I am a little loud,a little short but that doesn't really matters...Because I walks around the town with my theories and unique personalities and I know I'm being loved by my dearest lovable friends and beloved family(:^^....WAIT WAIT..LASTLY,I wanna thank all of you for reading and here's a big hug from me(*v*)...Ok Okay...end of elis' speech/self-introduction..

Love,elis chen

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