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Written at Thursday, October 30, 2008 | back to top

Finally I'm back from malaysia.I had enjoy alot with nth to worry and it's so relaxing.
So I'm going to write down wad had happening during the journey to malaysia and back from malaysia.But can't really remember wad had we really did so the story might be cut.hahahs!
DAY 1Th~~
Reached at abt 1pm plus and met my uncle so he drove us to have our lunch.We ate prawn noodles and it was delicious! After finishing, we went to fetch james (my godbrother) and then went to their home.Later,we attended a christen cermony as james are going to become a christen soon.So we left him there and went shopping as the cermony last for abt 3 hours~so we went to gaint and bought some things.(badminton racket,food,clothes etc..)Then went back to fetch him and went home.
DAY 2Th ~~
Nasi lemak for breakfast and went to shop for any dress for the real cermony tmr.hahhas,I chose a pink dress and went to have our dinner(noodles mixed with fishball).I also ate lala,otah and fishball for supper.
DAY 3Th~~
Finally attended my godbrother christen cermony and nw he is finally a christen(; It's was a grand and heart-warming sence.Then went to have chicken rice ball for lunch,it was a bad choice as it's not nice.The meat was hard and it's very diffcult to bite and the rice was cold and no taste.!Then went to buy shoes as the shoe I'm wearing hurts.Then went shopping after that,I bought quite alot of things and went home as my godmum was not feeling well.But still she drove as home.Reached home and then suddenly my mum and both of my sister was not feeling well too,kept vomitting and stomach ache.So they went to see a doctor.My godbrother, I and my peter uncle and my uncle fren were waiting for them so haven started bbq-ing.After that they came home and doctor say they was food posion.It was the tom-yam soup they drank,luckily I and my brother didn't drank as it was spicy.So in the end only the 4 of us left BBQ-ing/:
DAY 4TH~~
Actually we planned to go home today but they have no strenght so it was post-phone to tmr.Stay at home almost the whole day looking after them then after that my second sister and mum was fine so we went to gaint to buy bbq stuff as they didn't get to eat yesterday(;
As for my eldest sister,she stay at home the whole day and all she can eat was porridge.hehehe!
So went bbq-ing and cycling and badminton!! Was tired and so went to sleep.
DAY 5TH~~
Before going home,we went to shop around and the car we book are coming at 3pm.Didn't wish to go home but still went home,I was quite upset as can't bear to leave my godbrother.I really miss him and he is my one and only brother I have.But still told him dun be sad as I'll be coming again at around december(; about 90 days later I'll be able to see him again.Haiz,I can't remember the whole story so I dun even knw wad really happen at wad time.So gonna stop here and write the next time.I wonder if I did got fat;( I had eaten so much and I was sick in the end.!
Inotgonnastaylikethis,causeI'mchanging.
Written at Thursday, October 23, 2008 | back to top

Todae got up kinda late at abt 11 am.Didn't really feel like waking up so went back to sleep till 11.20am and my fren called ,waking me up.YAWN~so tired even though I had enough sleep already.hehhe(; Some went to have my shower and there I go, out of my house to amk hub again.Erm..I think soon it's going to become my favourite place?LOLS,maybe it's near and there's alot of entertainment and nice food.Indeed building this amk hub is so good..! Finally i got to watch butterfly lover already,didn't got to watch it that day.It's was a funny and touching show,abt 115mins.It's worth watching and i rate it a 3.5/5 star show..Now waiting for the movie (twilight and HSM 3) both are my favourite movie! Especially TWILIGHT,i bet everyone are thinking the same,it's a worldwide movie!Everyone's waiting for it's arrival~~I think it's a 5/5 star movie(;.Oh,I walked to amk hub as my fren board the bus and it's was very crowded so I decided to walk and asked her to meet me in amk hub;P I dun wanna be roti prata! HEHE..It's was just a 15 min walk anyway so let's walk,healthy and stay strong?lol.Just like the ( one apple a day,keep the doctor away) mine is (Keep walking and keep the doctor away)! Everyone got its' own logic and rule and principle.So continue with ur own principle and that's your style and characther. That's all for todae..I'm going to malaysia tmr morning at 6.45 am....zzz..-.-! So so early!! So sleep early;P
Praying and pray again,never stop praying even in my heart.
Written at Wednesday, October 22, 2008 | back to top

I thought I can be-~
Something I can't tell my fren,something I had to lie to make them believe I'm fine.But how am I going to be fine if I keep myself away from the reality.I shldn't have look and shldn't have think that much anymore.Like wad I said love is nth compare to my family.I'm giving up my love life.I'm so sick of it..It just get worst and worst.The terrible feeling hurts! Time do move on and leave you behind so wad I have to do nw is to chase up with the time and please started over again.I will see a new me and a brand new life.Reading back wad you wrote make me sad but it's all the past.Things had change and nth left.Wonder wad make it starts and why make it end?Am i being stupid.It'll be silly to stay here w/o moving..I shldn't let my fren worry anymore.I shld grow up and learn to fall and stand by my own ..I'm not a small little girl.I am already 15 yr old.Lying to make you all happy is better than making you all sad.Forgive me.But one day I'll truly be happy from my heart.No one hurt me,I am the one hurting myself.Face it and accept.So learn it girl!

Missed~
It's a good thing that I do miss but not love anymore..And crying once a while is also fine.It'll be scary and totally not fine if I keep smiling and laughing.That's hiding ur feeling.Show how you feel and it'll heal even better.Hiding do kills.
I hope it's real.
Written at Tuesday, October 21, 2008 | back to top

Started~
Yesterday i wonder if I had some trouble who will be the one coming to my rescure and I knw everyone can be the one but not you. From now on,I wanna be nobody's girl cause I BELONG TO ME.I will treasure wad i had and not take it for granted anymore.I could be back myself.Once i heard a person said..1-the way people look at you. 2-the way you look at yourself and 3- the way you are..The most important is 3,2 then 1..Cause you dun need to care abt wad ppl think abt you.You could look at yourself differently BUT you cannot forget who you really are!! That's the most important thing and you must take care of yourself..Althought it might be selfish by just thinking abt yourself but think abt it ,afterall you are you!
Be glad for me.

AMK~
Just now went to amk hub and have my breakfast+lunch.Eat in the restraunt for quite some time,I think abt 1 and 1/2 hour...We were chatting abt the past,why we quarrel and blah blah blah~~Girls like to talk(; So you knw we can talked for a very long time but she is in a rush so she went home first then I think the time is still kinda of early so didn't went home..Instead I went to shop for things to buy for my sister,it have been a long time since I bought them things,although todae does not have any meaning but still anytime you like,you can give.They will not not accept one ,right?hahas! So I walked a few round at that level before I really bought it.I bought clips for my second sister,one mickey file for my eldest sister and this time I bought one more things for someone which I wish she knw why I gaven her this present.I bought a photo frame(4 pieces of puzzles,each piece-one photo).I wanna tell her that nw we are living individually not like last time we chat and play together.I want her to put the pieces back into one pieces again.That's then a family..The present is for my mother.
Mummy~
I'll never give up waiting.Cause I love you.
Nth matter more than you.
Written at Sunday, October 19, 2008 | back to top

Friday~
I wake up early and watch a horror movie with my grandmother and second sister at home(: I love it~~you knw,it's like family gathering.A bonding for everyone family ,i think? That night,I'm not very sure which night is it..I had quite a long talk with both my sister.I'll never say..hahahs.
Silent cry,that's wad I can do.
Sat~
In the morning,I was locked i my own house-.-...Cause my mother took the key out and my key was left in my grandmother house soo....I was like (shit) die le,how am I suppose to buy my breakfast when I can't get out of my own house.hehehhe(; Luckily,my second sister was not in the house so she cab to my grandmother house then came to open the door for us..
Then went down to have our breakfast..
Later went out to orchard and also in search for my cousin present(: At last bought something and went home.Was tired but still watch dvd till 1am plus and went to sleep.
Sun~
Celebrated my cousin birthday at my grandmother house and we play for quite a while before he went home..It been a long time since I played with him(quite a childish game) so I shall not mentioned wad we played..It will be too funny.LOLS!So that's all for todae.Goodnight everyone(: Smile for life and live for urself!!
I'm stronger than you think.smile with me.
Written at Thursday, October 16, 2008 | back to top

Wad a hell day!Sometimes hate to stay at home,doing nothing.Today morning wake up early,started to download the game but keep DC from service.Was damn super pissed off.Download was abt to finish then DC!!! Feel like smashing my com...zz...LOLS..No one was at home except my grandmother. But she was watching show or cooking so didn't bother her.I kept downloading till it finish after a few try..success!! hehehs.
watching the % reach 100 finally,was damn happy BUT the time was 5pm already.LOLS..means the whole afternoon abt 4-5hr I was downloading~~~(GOD!)Wasted quite a lot of time .Then went to eat,bath and went to play again..Nothing to do ,so crazy over movie and games.Then my aunt came and I was pissed off again,she asked damn lots of questions..Sometimes she is just so IRRITATING la..Oh god,if I didn't said it out nw,i think I'm going to burst!!!Ahhhh!! she is so fan-.-...typical auntie la.Okay okay,enough..I knw I'm bad.Not in good mood too.EVERYONE are like shouting today or maybe I am too bored.In another sense I think i didn't talk alot today.No one there,althought i got two sister but they have their own entertainment and so I am alone.I am sad and bored..We didn't really got time to communicate.Always a gap..Time please slow down,the older they get,they further we are...! I dun like it.I dun like but i have to accept it.I shld already used to my life ,why am i complaining nw.I shld keep my mouth shut like I always do...I hope one day eveyone will change and stay together happily.
Last time when there's you,I never felt bored before.You'll always make me laugh(:
Written at Wednesday, October 15, 2008 | back to top

Once you done something wrong,the person is not gonna forgive or even forget wad you done.They do remember but if the one in wrong is sorry,will you forgive her? It's not gonna be that good right,you shld be leaving her far away as possible.I'm scare of to hurt them with my words..No one really will understand..I'm sorry ..sorry.I didn't knw the ending will be like this,if i knw i'll stop it.But it's all too late..You said saying goodbye is not hard,you just have to let go..I think never to face you again ,i'll be fine..Wad will you chose between the PRIDE of yours and the one you LOVE?
Iloveyou,IwantyouandmostimportantIneedyou.
Written at Tuesday, October 14, 2008 | back to top

No hiding,face everything.With the facts there,wad can I still said.Who're telling the truth?Why do you've to tell me a lie.Does it mean that no one can be trust?After some many thing and that's wad I get..I dunno how am I gonna face you anymore.
Imisswordsfromyoutome.

Written at Monday, October 13, 2008 | back to top

Graduation celebration today,reached school at 7.30am.Went to classroom and found out there's a cheer for our class so were like rehearsing to get the tune right.lols! tough job..zz but fun indeed.Then 9am went to the hall to have the shows by teachers.hehe!Disaster....time to cheer but my class guy didn't stand.I was quite sad.Last day of sch and it was like.zz.somehow is wth!! Ahh~~ Looking so stupid,asking them to stand and in the end I am the only one left standing up-.- diaooo..Nvm,then had a small conflict with steph.I dun think she knws wad happen and i dun wish to talk abt it anymore,maybe i think too much.Just let it be this way.Blah blah~~wadever,dun wish to quarrel again.Quite upset and piss off today but after that I was fine! Still got lots of thing to prepare,chalet!!Give me more idea ,wad games,wad foods,wad time shld we reach! ahhh..going crazy.someone help please!
I never regret being ur fren too.thx,I really appreciate it secretly;)
Written at Sunday, October 12, 2008 | back to top

Early in the morning 5am, woke up as my mum suddenly told us she going malaysia with my grandmum cause no one accompany her as one of my auntie got sick and ended up not going.After that went back to sleep but in my half alseep condition,I remember my mum called us to go my grandpa house to have our breakfast.LOLS! Cab to grandma home.thejourneywillstaywithme.
Written at Friday, October 10, 2008 | back to top

Went shopping at orchard today rather than going to sch!Days after exams shld be enjoyable(: After that had my lunch at carousel (RP),the food were really nice.especially the cakes.Make my own chocolate fondue and compete with my sister ,who's the nicer?lame lame but winner of course not me.;P
why is my life not moving, if i can rewind you back into my life.
Written at Thursday, October 09, 2008 | back to top

Free~
After exam,I felt so free and there's nth to worry abt accept for my result. But still I think I'm gonna enjoy my holiday.Later going to amk hub to watch a movie (hua pi)with my sister,people said this is a touching show.So kinda curious, how nice it is? LOLS! Now I feel like studying even thought my n-lvl just finish.I miss sch days,I miss learning things and discussing question with my fren.Nw,i could play to the fullest but just can't seem to really
enjoy it..zz!

idun wish to think abt you but I can't .

Written at Wednesday, October 08, 2008 | back to top

Tired~
Morning 8.00am,went to play badminton with some frens before going went to buy breakfast(mac mcgrinddles)then head to the hougang stadium.Play for abt 4 hours.Went to the bus-stop,chatted with steph awhile and we decided to watch a movie.So went to amk hub,watched eagle eye then walked home.Had a whole day outing,so damn tired nw.Shall end here and have my wondeful sleep(:
I really wanted you so much.
Written at Monday, October 06, 2008 | back to top

Friday~
Had my second last paper,math and geo.Math was still okay as for geo kinda hard.Went home and rest.

i shld be happy in the first palce.
Written at Thursday, October 02, 2008 | back to top

Tuesday~
It's was a great day,had lotss of fun but tiring.Went to celebrated my sis bf brithday.First suprise for birthay boy in nebo activiy room that we booked.LOLS,he was shock when he went in and we brought the cake out for him.Staying there for 3hr from 2-5pm.Quite fun ,play games and kept eating! After that went to see house bunny,it was a funny show and a bit touching too.Afterall 4 star movie.Then went to have chocolate fondue.went home.
Wednesday~
Yesterday was a tiring day,brought my little brother cousin out to toy'r'us ,bought toys but he was not feeling well.So cab home and he went to see doctor.We will planning to have a whole day fun with him but in the end ,haiz! no fun instead he was sick.Take care my little brother.
Thursday~
Early in the moring went studying with steph at her house.Before that we had our breakfast at mac.Then studied poa for 1 -2hr.Went down to point to buy some snacks then went up again.Saw thing that she planned for my birthday then snatch with her.LOLS.But didn't managed to get it so went home.It's also a good thing not to see or there'll not be any suprise! Know me well.I dunno if I had choosen the right path.The one i truly trust is you.