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Hey people,my name is elis chen and I'm currently a 17 year old girl.If you wanna know more about me or what had happened to me..read on~

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Written at Sunday, May 31, 2009 | back to top

Okay everyone today NO MORE MY THEORY!
Today,let's talking about my life and of course my feelings(:
To me,I think I'm half happy and ha;f stress,but still I love the happy part more..Therefore,I'm going to be happy! Okay,Just one word HAPPY!~~I'm glad that I spend my days wisely and of course everyday I learn more things from people around me..They shared their experiences with me and I really thanks them for that..Or where do I get all those theory and sometimes CRAP!
However,I hope maybe,someone have learn something from all those short little phrases,I'll still be updating more if I got...Remember it's a lesson everyday(:

Things I gotta do now is GO TUITION!
As for my future,I gotta work harder as I only passed 3 subjects and failed 3~Pathetic! Chinese o-lvl,I need,i must get A1(: Thus,I end here with a peace in my mind and the greatest feeling I felt that time...BYEBYE!
Written at Thursday, May 28, 2009 | back to top

A NEW LESSON!
Heard from someone that "what you get,you'll not get..However,what you dun want,you'll have" I dun know if it's true but after analyzing it,I found out the reason/meaning of this phrase..In my theory,I think that when you want that thing,you do act and you're keep thinking of how to get what you want! But when you dun want that thing,you'll be yourself,more natural and will not act at all~If you treat it normal like how you use to and know what ,people love you being yourself!!! So maybe next time if you want that thing,tell yourself you dun want it? hahahahhhas(: By the way,it's not always that way...The world follow the rules but maybe in 100%,there's 1% who are the exception...Do you knw wad I mean? Nvm,shall elaborate....
The rules is that when a guy dun return your call or ask you out for the second time,he is totally not interested in you...The exception is,the 1% will ask you out after 1 years pass or wadever....Maybye you'll think that you might be the exception,oh maybe every girls think that way....BUT it's never this way,think the rules first,it'll hurt less!!

After all,it's not worth wasting your time if he is not the right one...Leave the best for the right one and stop wasting for the wrong one! Although,you will say who is right one/wrong one? But you can feel it,it depends on how you choose and what you want...He might be a pieces of shit towards others but to you he's a pieces of gem!! You decide and no one change...

After this few days,I think i got the pic or maybe not..But at least I'm better at judging(: I'll do my best...
Everyone are given the same equal chance,it depend on if you have full use it? If you didn't you'll lose that very precious chance and there would not be any second chance...Another word treasure it,dun wait..It's stupid to wait when you can go for it...There's always a tomorrow for waiting but there's no seconds for doing it now! Waste no time(: That's a phrase from my fren~
Written at Friday, May 15, 2009 | back to top

UPDATE YOURSELF~
Shall not nag about that virus again but here to tell you all that it had spread to Malaysia..The first case of H1N1 had appeared in KL..So be more caution while you're there(:

My LIFE.
Been watching vcd today and finally finished it(;..My life has been brighten up and it'll continue! Maybe once I think everything is a lie but ,like what I use to say-Look into the picture before having a decision..Therefore,I'm really looking and figuring out now~Everything will be fine,challenges are fun..Just a word,just a phrase may change everything...I'll never give up! I will try till the end,as you'll never know if you never try(;...I believe it's worth it after all so BET on it~ Gotta take a risk once in a while so JUST DO IT!!...
IT JUST GOT MIXED UP!
I don't understand why do they think that way,anyway I shall not care..I only live to see my smile and not others..Say that I'm selfish but don't you wanna be happy for your own life? Would you rather be a copycat,a follower?..You may like it, but I don't...I shall not drag anyone down anymore...I'm so tired of saying the same things/phrase over again...It's bored and it'll kill! It's never that way nor it'll be in future...Sometimes,what they say may be right..Just let it go,it might be good for everyone..A favour or just a stupid dumb choice? Nobody gonna know...Somehow there's always this phrase-The best is always not with yourself,it's always meant for others...It's true cause you're always trying to make people happy but why didn't you think about yourself..We do wish the best stay with you and let the worst be shared by us(: Happy endings really don't exist in real life,do they?..But do human beings really want to be live in a fairy tales?
Written at Thursday, May 14, 2009 | back to top

VIRUS spreading.
Although now the alert is down,the virus are still spreading..It had already spread to china and Thailand..It's just a matter of time when the virus will hit us..Therefore,we should still be concern about it..The slower it attack our country the better it is..It'll give them expert more time to find a cure for it..
However,many people went aboard as the air tickets are cheaper(to Europe)..Some even carry the attitude that at least they went before so they will not regret even if they got the virus..But did they think in another view? It's not just about them,it also concern our safety and health..A second thought about the decision you all make..It might change everything,your life,your family,your frens...This is more serious than SARS,it could spread faster and now there's no cure even though the tamiflu may be useful but they are afraid that it might mutate to something more terrible...Thus medicine has been really carried out..As a citizen,you should think for all of us and not just you..It'll end but the point is when? Or maybe after killing thousand,billions?...Also,the news had said that within this year,this virus could infected about 2 billion of people..Okay,shall stop talking about this...Just came to my mind about the seriousness of this virus...Seem so harmless yet it's gonna kill...We never know who might be the next victim......

Problems.

Have been staying at home all day and I found out something-the reason why they over-reacted? Maybe they are afraid they will lost their mum.Everyone are afraid of losing their loves one,and only now I don't blame them for being so short-temper.I have been going out last few days and I didn't spare a thought for them..But I'll now!..Once use to say dun regret since I still got the chance,I shall grab it tight...Actually my problems are not problems,they are just challenges..I believe nothing can bring you down,you gotta do your best and never regret(;...
Oh ya,saying about this just make me think of a choice,a choice my Friend had made...I dunno if it's a right one or a wrong one but I believe and hope that he/she will not regret..No one can help a person decide so final decision is still in their hands..Letting go or clinging on it,got both advantage and disadvantage..After all,it's how you see things...Different views can't blame~
You're born with your own character,a fact that can't change..Either you love it or hate it but let me tell you,that's what make you you! Without it,you're nothing but a copycat(follow what others do)? Find your true self and be that..People will love you,don't you worry(;
That's all,the first post is the most IMPORTANT ONE!
Byebye everyone and remember take care and stay healthy~~Loves..
Written at Friday, May 08, 2009 | back to top

Oh ya,blog is kinda dead..Shall upload some photos..
I shall pick the best pics as there's lots to go!
Fifthteen pics!Hope you love it~


SAY CHEESE!

The hearty(:

The best pic we took.
Just laugh~
Pull?
Dearest wife(:
WaWa!!
Tongue out:P
LOVE!Fighting for the cam?!
Kelly toh HANDS!
Ouch!
Smarty~
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STOP IT!

What bad friend,what rubbish is that..I seriously have nothing to say since you said all that..Let me tell you...Do you know why I always posted post about the frens thing because I simply HATED what you've wrote...All the post after we had a quarrel..I didn't say that I'm sad or angry or wadever because of you (saying all that fren thing),it's simply because YOU'RE reacting the same way again and again..I'm so sick of it...At first,I didn't want to say it as I dun want this to happen,like NOW! But after all those thinking,I think it's the time that I gotta tell you all this..Every time you posted posts,you say you're not getting pity from others but do you know what,that's not what others think..They just pity you and I will always be blame for what I dun even know what I did!

I'm a person which dun care about finding true frens,I just simply think that fren are fren..If you are there then just laugh,play and sometimes share a little secret..I shall said,true frens and frens are the same..Stephanie,I'll apologise if I offended you by saying all this as I dunno how you feel,I am not YOU.However,I'm just saying from my point of view...THEREFORE,you dun need to take it seriously as everyone got its own view..And most importantly,dun take my words like it's the fact..Cause it might not be...I'm saying this in a cool mode..I have seen the whole picture of how I feel so I could tell you what I see about all this..But don't you think somehow it's too over-reacting..It's like we're crazy about all this but I dun wan to stuck in this muddy,draggy situation..I might be getting out but after all,you're still a fren of mine..Believe it or not..
But we can never be like how we used to...I've proved that for months,it's not your fault neither it's mine..It's just changing and everything is changing,you can't expect ppl to stay in their own old life...

I love to take risk and today I shall take it...You and I are simply frens and I really think you should not rely on someone as the person will be afraid and tired..You gotta open up to more ppl..Without this the world is not going to end but if you don't leave your comfort zone,your OWN world will collapse..

People might think we're lame, stupid..But it's their view..People might think you or I are the BAD guy but I have long don't care about it...Who's the bad or who's the good person,doesn't matter anymore..What really matter is whether YOU/ME are happy anot...Why live our life in misery when you can live to the happiest/fullest! Not worth it,I dun want to fight,I dun want to give up any frenship..I want a normal relaxing frenship~ Stephanie,I hope you don't get the wrong idea as now you're somehow getting the wrong idea about what I'm trying to say.I have never blame you for not caring about my problems which I'm facing,it's all in your mind so clear it all up..That's all for today..
Sorry for the long post and I am saying sorry as politeness..
I meant NO QUARREL so just let it fade away slowly..

MY PROBLEMS ARE INCREASING!
Daddy are kinda short-temper and as for my grandmother,she is terribly sick..
I shall pray for her health,hoping that she'll get better and waking up everyday feeling more refreshed...I have lost one of them so I dun want it to repeat it over again..No regrets this time..
Written at Wednesday, May 06, 2009 | back to top

YOU HAVE FORCE ME TO THE EXTREME!

How I wish I could be more straight forward but just doesn't want to destroy all this.
Gosh~I'm so damn with this feeling!Telling you,trying my best but result SAME!
So why should I care,right? No initiative from you so why me..I use to in the past but not now.
Anyway,I have this final decision..

Rather to be a DEVIL than an ANGEL,freaking out!

You are always leaving,wad else you want..I had really given you what I could,what do you really want..I really dunno,have no idea!! Just let go,you're free and SO DO I!
How I wish you could see this picture clearly.

Lastly,thanks for being there(like you always said) but did we really?..Think,no...I didn't change so dun give me a second chance...I dun even know if you are you when I'm with you...You are like a person with 2 personalities...

Anger,Misery,Dying,Forget It!