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Do you see a slide show above? Obviously right?!hahah...Okay,if you wanna know what I have been through and how do I feel about them,you will have to read the
title below each photographs(: It's not that difficult There only a total of 41 photos..Meaning 41~43 words(:!! Just as simple as
ABC..
Anyway,I should have introduce myself first...I am
elis as you can read...And I'm currently studying at
NYP,a course named-Hospitality and tourism management..Also,I became 1 year
younger on the month of november and the date of eighteen which is
18 if you cant see(:Oh,and when the day
arrived
people who don't know me well will be benefit,as they dont need to buy me a present..Just a tiny small little card with your wishes on it will do..However,for people who knows and are...well..
very close to me...HAHAHHA! It's the day I received
presentsss for all of you^^
Okay..So I believes after reading this,you already have an answer to
befriend with me or not!! But I hope to know every
single one of you that reads what I had wrote above..Because since you have the patience to read it,you should have the patience to be my friend(:(: After all,I believes I'm a
friendly,
cheerful and a
funny girl..I mean a
teenager!!~~So...Hey people out there,will you say hi to me? Because every friendship started off with a
SMILE and a
HELLO..But to maintain it,we both have to work and carry a positive mind with it** Oh,just another information,I am a little
loud,a little
short
but that doesn't really matters...Because I walks around the town with my theories and unique personalities and I know I'm being
loved by my
dearest lovable friends and
beloved family(:^^....
WAIT WAIT..LASTLY,I wanna
thank all of you for reading and here's a
big hug from me(*v*)...Ok Okay...end of elis' speech/self-introduction..
Love,elis chen
God please grant me a wish that's going to come true! I still got lots to do,lots to say..I am not done by this..I have never felt that losing someone will be that horrify but till nw I wanted so much to rewind times and treasure every moment..I nw came to knw dun take things for granted but I just hope it's not to late..From nw,I treasure time with,saying things I'll not normally say and to do wadever I can.
Be fine.
Staying.
Breathing.
Still waiting.
Stay strong and dun cry.
Hoping you gonna be alright?
I misses childhood,bring me back~
Past,I kept shouting and got angry abt you just by a little but nw I wish that you could beat me,scold me,telling me wad's right or wrong.Can't feel or tell wad's going in my brain and heart but no one love this feeling.I wanna be a angel and be by ur side when you need..No one knwing where's the end and limit.Without you,my plan will be destory.Without you,everyones' gonna be sad.Without you,the family are not complete.So get well soon..Speedy recover is wad you need.I can't give you,I could only give you moral support.So stand and be strong,everyone will be by ur side.No matter wad just dun give up!
Watching the okto channel now and just nw..I am totally moody and angry so had a small conflict with my aunt..I knw partly is my fault again but I'm really trying hard to control! Haiz,things going wrong today and I still had lots to do..Just thinking abt the money gonna freak me out soon~But this few days had no mood to blog,oh,btw I have been playing facebook and neopets.I find it kinda fun and interesting..But friendster are better than facebook cause it is not that complicated and it's easy to use..Facebook have more things but it's more confusing(: But still both of it are for communicating afterall.So make no big different..Random question:"Do you think friday are feaky or relaxing friday?" That's lame but I am in total bored!~
Nov 18~Oh it's a great day cause it's my birthday and of course surprise and surpirse again!! Firstly,thanks those who celebrated with me (planner STEPH) a big thanks to you~~Really..Secondly,thanks for those present that you all gave.Thirdly,my beloved birthday cards and those wishes too(: Btw lets started fromt he morning,I just woke up and shock that the time was already 9.35 am..Meaning I'm late cause I meeting them 10am in sch! So rush to called steph and told her I'll be late but guess wad she told me:" 5 min go open my house door."I was totally shock...10 min later,went to open the door and walk to the staircase there then there I saw her sitting there waiting for me and so she handed me the present and cards. Then went back to do my thing while she was waiting outside(totally kinda bad I think)so tried my very best to be fast but still took abt 15 min to finish everything~Then we went to sch to claim the BMCC but didn't manage to got it so nvm..When we reached,she walked me to the humanite wall and asked me to sat down and mdm hong(netball teacher) tied my hair so I couldn't turned back! hahahs,then zq,claria,mavis,andrea,jasmine and anna took the cake and sang the birthday songs..That's was quie touching sence;/ Then next venus escape theme park! Went to played things that was my first time and those that I dare to play too..The pirate ship was my first time/; hahahs! and the most exciting wad wet and wild and I go for two time ride only!! and blah blah blah~~(you'll be tired if I told you the details) then went e-hub and then went home..Btw sorry steph making you to leave early,next time better dun! heheh! It was a totally fun days so hereby thanks everyone who celebrated with me on friday,sat,sun and most of all tuesday!! This will be a memorable birthday of all~Promise and never leave,even if you were to,let this feeling stay with me and let me continue a new journey with myself..But at least I felt it before..just a random abt wad I usually say,refer to no one(: PEACE!thanks for wishing cause I didn't expect for ur wishes,in that flash you let my dream come true.Althought you think it's a simply wish but for me it's a miracle(:"REACHED HOME(nov 18)~My family celebrated with me too ..on the actual date!! I was very happy ,really.I felt so bond with them now,that moment I felt so right thats how a family celebrated..Just a cake and pizza and talks is enough(: I cut four cakes this year but two cakes was not on the actual date so doesnt really count? But still I love all cakes.And every cakes have chocolate..Next year,I'm not going to have chocolate cake,I wan a cake make from my mum..sorry for the long posts!THANKS: Karen-moomoo-winne-meixuan-steph-zhenqi-andrea-claria-anna-jasmine-mavis-tina-maya-kiamin-huiqi-june-dannis-wenhao-yuping-caiying-xiuen-xiuqin-yujia-esther-kelvin-adam-xuefen-huiling! THANKS LOTSS(:
Nov 16~Went to sentosa! Had lots of fun..First,went to the beach and started playing soccer and volleyball,after that everyone were tired so sat down and play poker heart-attack and a very interesting game my sister show us.I shall play the game with my frens the next time!Then went to play luge..We went playing for 3 time,my sister and I felt like vomitting..hahahha~~Then went for our dinner..Estelle,keith and me went to cab home first cause we're going to play the games at the night market!I had really enjoy that day and thanks for everything..But terrible horrible thing is that,the photo taken on sun and sat were gone..I think cause I pressed something wrong and the photo are all deleted..It's so sad and painful but like my second sister said:" just think that we'll be going again then you'll feel better."But still HAIZ!Nov 17~Wad's wrong,tody is just not my day!Losing you and now losing everyone beside me,wad i am..somehow my birthday means nth to me now.It's just like a normal gathering for them.
Nov 14 ~~Yesteray had my whole room packed neatly finally done after 3-4 hr of time(: But it's quite meaningful and you could see ur effort and that's more than anything else..After that was damn hungry so went for my dinner..Nothing much happen too,so I shall end here!~Nov 15~~ [edited]Went to orchard and at first didn't knw where they are going to bring me to..So all along the road I was making guessing.Only thing I knew was it's gonna be cold~LOLS! went burger king,bought drinks..Then went to a building and I went in the lift still thinking where are we going?? Finally arrived and I found out that the places is party world..So went in but my mummy were not there yet..After singing mummy came and brought cake and so we celebrate and blah blah~~taking photos(; Went for dinner and cab home~Justbemoregenerous.
seeing a path that is w/o you infront.
Hahahhas(: yesterday was tiring..First reached the chalet and only one guy came to help us take things-.-!! Carried back to the chalet and those guy were playing poker so let's call them girls better la.LOLS! Starting packing..Few hours later,karen they all came and then asked me to pull down the blanket in the cupboard...So i went to pull it down and there were two very cute ballon with elmo pics on it~~ I love it and thank karen,dumdcow,winne,fishball and trolley drifter for the cards and everything..hahahhas(: It's really shocking and surprise surprise!! hahahas..Then I received cards from my class girs too,thanks to steph,i knw she will tell them I wanna have many cards..And karen when you're free,you'll write me another cards wor~~Ya,the most excited parts was..the cake.I didn't expect that they will buy another cake for me.So they call me in first,sang the song then called mrs tan in to sing the farewell songs(I bet you all didn't hear before) the songs goes thank you thank you thank you X4 then to mrs adeline tan!! hahahs,it's the last mintues i think ,so they came out with this songs,they are kinda smart too~And the smashing of cakes came..My face was totally covered in the chocolate cream and cakes.It's so damn dirty and oh goosh~Hhahahas,but i did threw some cakes back at cow face too!! I learnt to start fire too,I am quite smart actually..hehehhe...Thanks my didi(dannis),steph,karen,winne,jasmine,meixuan,wenhao! For everything..Yesterday,might be the last time that we'll stay like this and I really will miss you all so..For yesterday,I had done everything to make it memorable but w/o their help I dun think it can be done..I could only say thanks and thanks alot!! And for sure,i'll remember you all for my entire life;P Even though we might quarrel before and might have conflict but after yesterday,everything had become the past.. Not forgetting to thanks those for the cards..yuping,caiying,esther,xiuen,xiuqin,winne((:
I knw I'll never forget you but still every moment with you,I'll treasure.Even though I knw you will not treat me better like before but I will always treat you better than before.
Yesterday night,will chatting with my both sister and we came to think does ppl fake in blog.Eg: those posts? My second sister said:"She had a fren who hint her bf what to buy in her posts."That's was kinda wierd but still ppl do do this~Okay then,btw i think we can see if the person is faking just by reading those posts CAUSE we got hweeling(hahhas,feeling la) wad.That's lame but it's kinda true.Oh yesterday,my sister told me a damn funny true story she found in a website or tv,i forgot where already..The story goes " There's a girl went to those sun-tanning machines before the night of her prom..Then suddenly the water splash down on her face(that's the way,the machines work)..She got shocked and pee in the machines,IN THE END..she got those white line on her leg due to her own pee and her face got half tan only..And prom was the worst night ever for her~After hearing this story I kept laughing,dun you think it's so damn funny!!! Laugh out loud..Today~I am going out soon,first meeting steph for breakfast cause i told her I'm bored at home..Later we're meeting dannis at 3.30pm then head for class chalet after helping him,putting everything in the taxi..I'm quite excited and oh finally I get to knw wad is the soft and hard,flurry,must lash it and can dye its hair thingy later..Thanks to carrot liew for making me going in IMH soon.hahahahs(:But really I'll thanks her for the surprise she gonna give later.If i am not tired when I'm home,I will post wad ahppen during the chalet~ CYA!I'm here to tell my own tale soon,I'll not miss you,no more!
I think I am fine after all of this.I had prove myself right today~I am so glad that I can make it.And i think i did it very well.Steph gave me ten point but I think I score only 6point.But still not bad,at least I did it.So I'm not afraid of anything that's gonna happen after today cause i believe I can handle it myself!! I dun need help,i just needed compansion all along.Thanks my fren for being there and w/o you I'm not able to say those words too.Cause there will be no one that I can say to;/ Anyway,I hope we're not playing..We are serious abt wad we said and those are words from my heart.I dunno hw I finally come to realise that I was so wrong in the past.But I think I wouldn't do it again~Thank for the trust you gave me and believe in me.I simply love you all~~ hahhahas,dun vomit wor!IsawyoutodaybutseemthatI'monlynervousandnotinlove.
Haiz!! went out to bought all needed for tmr class chalet and finally it's all done but still I think there's thing I forgot.I'm scare I miss out anything;/ lols!! Cause I am the planner,must make everything prefect..That's then a good planner.Oh today view carrot blog and she wanna knw wad's my view towards her..sure,let's do the quiz nw!1.The first person that passes this to me?A carrot;P2.Your relationship with her?Friend and IMH girl~~3.Your five impressions for her?Erm...Crazy,fun to make fun of her,she's a carrot,a good person,she's a strong girl indeed!4.The most memorable things she done for you?Making me crazy abt everything,jokes abt IMH,helped me and steph..opps,I forgot le~5.Wad's the most memorable thing she had said to you?Dun give up fren relationship easily cause it's very hard to be fren afterall.something like that.6.If she become your lover,ou will?Oh goosh,I dun think she wan la..7.If she become your lover,she must improve on?Become more carrot and more orange colour.8.If she become your enemy,you will?Oh,she gonna kill me then that will be my death date;/9.If she become your enemy,the reason will be?Huh,I dun think there will be a reason for not to be fren,maybe it's the mood ba?10.The most desire thing you want to do for her?Depend wad she wan me to do that will make it memorable la.hhehe!11.Your overall impression for her?hahahs,that will be good and crazy la!12.How you think ppl around you will feel abt you?I dunno,must ask them one day..oh,maybe loudspeaker/;13.The characters you love of yourself are?I like being this way.14.On the contrary,the characters you hate are?Not caring enough.15.The most ideal person you want to be?Is angel a person,I will wanna be my angel~~16.For ppl who care and like you,say something to them.Thank for all this years.I hope you all didn't regreted being my fren..17.Pass this quiz to 10 ppl that you wish to knw how they feel abt you.1.myself2.steph3.zhenqi4.Karen5.estelle6.eileen7.huling8.dannis9.wenhao10.my mum la!18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?(eileen)currently no one.19.Is no.9 a female or male?(wenhao)Male.Oh maybe gay;/20.If no.7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing?(huiling,mum)I think they will quarrel-.-21.Wad is no.2 studying abt?(steph)Studying abt friendship.22.When is the last time you have a chat?Few mintues ago...23.Wad kind of music band no.8 like?(dannis)Oh,i think chinese song but dunno wad band la.24.Does no.1 have any siblings?(me)Of course.25.Will you woo no.3 ?(zhen)If i am a guy,sure!!26.How abt no.7?(huiling)No la!27.Is no.4 single?(karen)I dunno leh.28.Wad's the surname for no.5?(estelle)Chen.29.Wad's the hobby of no.10?(mum)Oh,she love to watch shows..30.Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?(estelle,wenhao)No,they'll be fighting even without met..31.Where's no.2 studying?(steph)Hougang sec.32.Talk something casuslly abt no.1?(me)LOL! she is living in IMH...hahahs33.Where's does no.9 live at?(wenhao)Near hougang seng siong.34.Wad colour does no.4 like?(karen)Oh,orange cause she's a carrot.?35.Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?(estelle,me)Sure.more than that(;36.Does no.1 have any pets?(me)No.37.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?(huiling)hahahs,no.38.Wad's no.6 doing now?(eileen)studying.It's so tiring doing this!! My neck are so damn tired!! Carrot liew~~ ahhaahs(:See ya tomorrow and I hope they will have water bomb or maybe just a bucket of water is enough;/ Let see wad's happen tmr~~
Today,i woke up at abt 12 plus.That was super late.Actually I dun feel like waking up cause there's nothing much to do either.But I'm hungry so woke up.hahahhas! Now,again surfing net and playing games.I'm so bored in the afternoon..I shall listen to some songs while playing games then.bbye~Maybe i erase everything of you.
Photos~
Celebration!!
My beloved brother(:Morning 8am,mum call to wake me up as we're playing badminton later.She said:"8.15am,daddy going there to fetch me." Shock got me up and so rush to brush my teeth,I intended to bath but not enough time so I just washed my hair;/and went out.Meet him and mummy then went to the play.It was a tiring day~Oh,I had mac for breakfast too.Reached home at abt 12noon and wen to surf net and watching shows.In the end,slept at 1am.How'll i feel when i see you?
I dunno wad's going wrong in my brain and heart.Many questions had been asked today and I dun not knw how to answer.Or maybe there's not gonna be a answer too;/I hate the mix feeling,I'm feeling nw.Someone tell me,wad i want,wad i need~Maybe i do but i can't.You knw?I am still stupid,real stupid.I shldn't tell them or else they'll just feel confuse for me.I shldn't cause any trouble for them anymore.I think they had more to handle.And not this small matter of mine.Nvm,I think soon i'll feel fine?Everyone will say time heal,time heal but no, time heal but never erase! I going crazy? I dun like you,no more, but I hate the journey that had happen.It do hurt and make ppl feel lonely and sad.Nvm,dun wanna talk abt wads feeling and blah blah blah le~~Let's start with where and wad i did today~ Went to discuss class chalet as it's on next wed.oh,the funniest thing is I told ppl is tues,in the end found out is wed and not tues.STUPID!Then went to play bb for awhile.Then carrot came and suddenly having to guess wad they giving me as birthday present.Was super curious! But no one wanna tell me wad really is it.So hopeless to guess le.I'M KILLING THE CATS,lamer knws wad i mean!hhehehe(: Then went home soon.I was super hungry when i reach home cause I didn't since morning~can you hear my tummy calling;/LOLS! just kidding,i'm full nw.I can't sleep this few days,worrying,just one word to decribe..Oh ya,i found out where my posts for yesterday,i save it to draft.real stupid la..Haiz,i think i shall end here.Love the music and appreciate the lyric..It's morning~~I dun love you but the road we made through,make me cry in the middle of the night.this misery just hurts.
Oh goosh!!~I had already wrote down today post but I dun knw wad happen,it just doesn't appear.I think i might had deleted it:/ Stupid.Now,I had to rewrite a post but i had no idea wad to write and i had forgot wad i just wrote.Never mind,I shall start everything from the afternoon.Almost the whole afternoon,I'm doing wad my mum told.(searching,editing~)It took abt 3 hrs to prefect everything.Then had prawn noodles for my dinner.Downloading songs and just surf web~~All the same,nth different,nth special.So the routine goes....blah,blah...Then watch my favourite 7pm show.Now,rewrite my post lor-.-! Hahahas,I think it's still not really prefect.I got no idea wad i talking so gonna stop here.Or the lamest gonna come~You're not nth cause you're something to me.
This is my new skins,hop you'll like it.I spend the whole morning doing it!By the way the song might be loaded quite slow~I'm getting better today,my throat didn't hurt that much when I wake up.I been saying that I am bored for the past three days but indeed I found out that I had lots of things to do but too little time.Human are just so funny,they tends to change their mood and topic easily and in just a blink.So beware..hahahhas.Having to stay at home for four days.I helped my grandmother in housework and I could feel her in a different way.I didn't really notice small details she did in the past,but this few days, time seems to slow down and I could slowly look at everything in a different way.All i ask is to be with my family and just be happy,no matter wad happen.I could shout out loud - (I simply love my family) including those who I had always scolded them..Their love can be hidden but all you've to do is search deeply to see.Everyone,you'll never lose when there's ur family.But we always gain from them.Remember.And it's never too late to show them ur love.SAY IT :
I love you grandma
I love you grandpa.
I love you mummy.
I love you daddy.I love you sister.I love you uncle.I love you aunt.
And of coure myself,I just love you. Thank god for giving my happy family~
With all of you by my side,I had more than enough,really.I do,to stay with you all forever. Since you've left,I found out that my family matter more than love.
Let's knw abt the lyric of my currently favourite song which is wad I'm playing in my blog nw.There was a time when all was perfect no worries,but now that's blurry.
We had something that no one had,but it's all gone now, ain't that so sad.
He came along, took you away,he opened his arms wide, there you stayed.
You smiled, and waved goodbye,and for the last time, I looked in your eyes.
Love can fade, can break away,can be forgotten, but not replaced.
You might lose hope, you might lose faith,but don't throw it all away, cause your afraid.
Now all I ask, is for him to care,for him to treat you like I were always there.
But please don't love him, come back to me,I'm begging you, I'm on my knees.
Please don't forget, all the times we spent,and all the places, we saw and went.
You were soo happy, what did I do wrong,was I not good enough, all along.Everyday,it just seem so bored.Almost doing the same things over and over again;/HAIZ!I am so tired,I wanna have fun,wanna play along with everyone but I'm still sick,staying at home. Now,just waiting.....hahahhas,cut the crap right? I'm now loading the beverly hill chihuahua movie.(movie6.net)Go watch it too,to help you get through the boredom!hehehhe!I'm getting lesser and lesser topic to write this few days,maybe i shld find something interesting to post the nxt time.Then those who are reading wouldn't get bored.zz.I'm getting lamer.That's all for today,by the way,I'm still loading,still waiting.BOREDOM gonna kill!Inotwaitinginline.
Is it possible to find my Mr.Lovable?Or maybe he is right infront or he is just in disguise?Who doesn't long for someone to hold.Who knows how to love someone without being told.If there's a soulmate for everyone.Can somebody tell me why I'm on my own?
There's enough for everyone but I'm still waiting in line.Just going round a circle and so on.Most relationships seem good but they're not permanent one.Everything incompatible.Someone's bound to hear my cry.It's a song lyric but I only took the meaningful word and phrase..Today I was planning to go out but I woke up and had a bad sore throat,so didn't manage to discuss anything with them today.I shall get well soon and finish the last thing off.And i'm worry for my result althought it's still a long time before I'm going to take my result.But still I am worry,i think it's because I didn't really do that well and didn't really work hard for it..Everything,I could only blame myself and not others.I shld have realise it then and not nw.Why do ppl regret everytime.I will not do last mintues work again.I must start to study in order to catch up on my sec 5 road if I passes my n-lvl.I really do hope I could pass.I'll pray and if I passes then I am sure to study hard and not play hard anymore..I will get rid of that bad habit of laziness!! Last chance,change everything.Fail or passes,my destiny lies here.Time dun wait for us,remember?
Iamalonebecauseofyou.
Mth had gone~I didn't knw how many days had passed without you.But it is a good thing that I realise you're already gone and not stucking in the past. The past me was just a disaster.I dun wanna knw wad was my life during the last few months.I kinda really hate wad I had did.Althought everyone including you and me had forgotten wad really had happen but still it cannot be replaced.I am not gonna be afraid because of this mistake and choice,I am still gonna live and had everything new and nice.Making every choice carefully and dun allow myself making another mistake.I am glad to see you living a sweet and wonderful life and I knw we are both living in a new life.Finally I am relieve to see and to live.We might made a wrong choice before but luckily in the end we made a choice which benefit both of us.Oct 31 (fri)~~Went to discuss abt the chalet thingy with some frens.Went to NTUC to check out the price for foods and finally we had discuss finish.Now just wait for monday for the last confirm(:This had been my worry for the last few weeks and nw finally I could put down everything.Nov 1 (sat)~~Actually I was going to play basketball. But it was too rush,so I just went to have my breakfast and went for a chat with them.After that went home and got change and out again.LOLS! It was a busy day.Went to meet my mum at orchard and later went to watch HSM3 with my mum fren daughter and my mum.Erm,the movie was not bad but it's not better than HSM 1.The story line was okay and for the music ,it was good.Overall it's a 3/5 star movie.Ppl who really love HSM will love it.Then dinner at bishan pastamania and my daddy told me ghost stories abt his army and abt bishan and my mum was damn irritated or maybe I shld say scare.heheheh! But my daddy kept teasing her;P hahhaha.and home sweet home!!Nov 2 (sun)~~Oh nth to do at home was quite bored. I am sick again.Sore throat is a irrtating illness! I think I'm gonna watch some show or dvd later..Matter rest,get it.Doyouknwmanythingsremindmeofyou.Days,Imissyouso,howiwishyou'llknw.
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Hey people,my name is elis chen and I'm currently a 17 year old girl.If you wanna know more about me or what had happened to me..read on~
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