ELIS IS CRAZY AND MISSING.Dearest readers,It's been like 1 month(approximately),I have been super busy with my poly life..And so I only have the time to post a short post..Maybe I'm only able to post once every 3 weeks?! That's so pathetic lor! -.-!~ Gosh,I love POA so much but today,POA just seems to turn its back on me!...I'm stuck! Tell me how?...Anyway,I have got tons of projects to do..Stacking up one by one..Tell me,why is poly life so NOT slack one...
I'm really missing my secondary life..Playing around without even worry about what needed to do or hand in..Give me back my past life leh~~..I miss you..! It's been a long time since I saw you..Everyone are drifting away? I hope not...I do want to watch a movie,do wanna go shopping,do wanna go out with my family...But with all the work loads and CCA,I dont have the time to...I hope you dont blame me,for not calling,for not talking to you about what's happening..Cause i really cant afford to waste a second..Every seconds is like a diamond to me!~ Do u understand?
You thought I'm enjoying but I am not..As I had promised thus I must keep to it..
So just let me be..When I'm studying,I dont love it when you call.Cause I will just piss you off..(I mean I'm frustated not with u but my works) Sorry..
LOVE-
Every single hurts you get,turning you from a warm hearted to a cold-hearted person..So tell me is this my fault cause you are shouting to me,saying I'm a cold-blooded..Or it's you to be blame for turning me into this weirdo?~..'What if 'filled my brain,but somehow I lack of the courage to express it...So I have decide to tell you,not to be my friend,not to even be a stranger...Just be a nobody..A person that I will not turn my back around upon seeing you,A person that I will not feel sad upon talking to you,a person that I wont care even when you're in the bottom of the sea/or deeply hurt.A person that I will never ever love..
PS: Suddenly,I melted becasue of you!Love,elis chen J