Do you see a slide show above? Obviously right?!hahah...Okay,if you wanna know what I have been through and how do I feel about them,you will have to read the
below each photographs(: It's not that difficult There only a total of 41 photos..Meaning 41~43 words(:!! Just as simple as
people who don't know me well will be benefit,as they dont need to buy me a present..Just a tiny small little card with your wishes on it will do..However,for people who knows and are...well..
for all of you^^
Okay..So I believes after reading this,you already have an answer to
of you that reads what I had wrote above..Because since you have the patience to read it,you should have the patience to be my friend(:(: After all,I believes I'm a
!!~~So...Hey people out there,will you say hi to me? Because every friendship started off with a
..But to maintain it,we both have to work and carry a positive mind with it** Oh,just another information,I am a little
but that doesn't really matters...Because I walks around the town with my theories and unique personalities and I know I'm being
family(:^^....
MAYBE IT'S BETTER TO FACE IT.Dear reader,
Lately I have been not quite myself,finding myself irritated at most of the time and didn't care about any other thing concerning about me..I thought that isolating myself is a good way,I thought it is better for us to be this way,I really didn't care about how you all feel,I just think about myself..Now,I wonder how selfish I am and I'm really sorry for that..Things hasn't been looking good for me and it just seems that everything went crashing down..However,now I know how to take things one step at a time and I'm really doing my best to be a better person..Learning from all those bad points..During this depression,I thought I will lose everything I have but my dear frens make me realise that,everything can be solved,everything will be okay and make sure that I'm alright..For that,I really wanna thanks you and I think I will not be able to post this post without those encouraging words..I hope when you're down,I'm able to do the same thing,treating you the right way..Let's us be friends and forever!(:I believe we will.
Do you know,I put up a mask,thinking that you will like it but in the end you didn't even bother..Worst of all,this mask seems to make things worst so I am taking it off..Luckily,it is not too late to take it off^^ So here I go,I'm free..Why make things seem so difficult to deal with when I could just smile it off..No matter it's the old or new me,I am still me and this will never change~I just shouldn't be bad to ignored everything and reject everyone..Isolating? I will think twice(:
PS:I'm sorry for my actions but I'm happy to say that you all stay.^^
FINDING A PLACE IN THIS WORLD!
Dear reader,
Yesterday had been a wonderful day,a worthwhile trip to science center and definitely everything I learn will stay in my brain forever! Someday,you should take some time off and visit it,I'm certain that you'll love it-no matter how young or old you are..I've also taken some pictures and will post it real soon when my sister uploaded it(: And wow that is all for yesterday,it's was a long day but I don't really have much to talk about it..So now,I shall proceed on to tell you what happened today!! I was glad that science P1 was at 11 am because I simply can't wake up at 6 am today..! It was rather easy but I am afraid that there will be a lot of tricky questions which I might just get tricked by it~However, I will still pass right? Calculating the percentage,I think I will,so I can say for now-no worries..~Ya,today I had watched a movie named " the ugly truth",guess what it was so right about we-human beings...It was totally amazing that actually we do know what human thinks and the FUNNIEST IS that everyone are actually thinking the same way!! Okay,I bet you will understand what I mean once you watch that show..It's a wonder to learn about how people think and that's my hobby(:...I totally love to see how different people answer to the same question..It's fun right?? Okay back to reality~~~
Let's talk about my phone,and YES my phone spoil again..Am I in some kind of bad luck,hahahs!
Seem like everything is going haywire and that's so not good,spoiling my day!...Therefore bad luck bad luck can you go away?! Gosh,that's was stupid..But once again,it will be gone,soon I hope...Anyway,if you wanna reach me,I bet you will be able to right..For now,I am shutting down my phone and every possible connection..Sometimes,I just hated what technology had brought us...SO why not just take it away,and enjoy the moment you once had experience? It will be good? Lastly,just wanna tell all of you that I have been writing my blog for 1 year,time really passes by very fast..
PS:You're able to walk a metre and so I believe you're able to climb a mountain~You can,you really do(:^^ Goodbye and take care..
Once again sorry for those small words,can't change cause it will be ugly for all those big letters to appear in this blog(: So kindly bear with it,I will find a way~
PATHETIC AND CRUEL!Dear reader,Today was a fine day,except that I had breakfast with my mother side family and it was a special one..A warmth and in another sense it was totally weird and funny.Perhaps it's been a long long time since we had one!After that,I went to tuition as usual and literally did the same thing~However,something terrible happened on my way home....I was walking form the bus-stop to the lift when I found a hamster cage! I was shocked,thinking that maybe someone had forgotten to take it home but when I took a closer look at it,the hamster was full of injuries..Gosh,you should have seen it and you will know what I meant when I say FULL! There was bloodstain on its flesh and the hamster was drained..Obviously,it was being abandon...Therefore,I called my sis and she suggested of taking it to a nearby pet shop,I did what she told and in the end the hamster found a new home..A better and a more comfortable one! At least it was free from suffer though I dunno how long can it still live as it look rather weak at that time..But I do hope it could enjoy the last few moment of its life...Now I wondered if I were to leave it there,what will happen...Will it get more abuse from other kids or maybe someone will adopt it..How I wished I could keep it,but I can't!! Gosh~Anyway,everything had end for that poor little hamster..SO believe that one day someone will just give you their hand and lead you out of the darkness where you can start afresh..It's just when and where and who?Something good/something bad coming your way..Overcome the bad ones and treasure the good ones(:PS:You might not know how much you mean to me,but you really do mean a lot lot(:^^Take care and bye bye~
THE GREATEST EXPERIENCE!Another day had past and I wonder what I have learn or perhaps what I had done for the whole day?Is it happy or sad,bored or fun,fully used or empty promises?Sometimes,ideas or theory will strike my mind,making me think-sometimes I love it but sometimes I don't! I had seen a very young boy taking care of his family,at that very moment,I felt rather disappointed in myself..He was so much more younger than me and yet he knew a simple logic and even had the patient to do it.As for me,I did it half-heartily..Perhaps if I were to be like him,I would create a better relationship with my grandmother..Perhaps if I had more patient,I will be able to do a better job in taking care of her..This was the first scene I saw.The next was heart-breaking...I saw an elderly carrying heavy load of plastic bags,dragging her way home...I had this sour feeling inside but what more can I do? Going up to help her which I don't think I'll have the courage to do it? And now I wonder courage in helping someone,do we need it?..People are kind and they do not help due to some reasons-afraid of being scold by the person-afraid of the consequences or lastly it's a shame in their friends' eyes?..If you fell on the third reason,you're so wrong..People will laugh at you at first but deep down they thought of helping too just didn't have the courage like you..So call yourself a hero and call them the coward instead....The rule around the world are in a big mess,I'm not referring to the gov rule but the rule in our heart or maybe brain? Thinking about it,is it worth giving out for some stupid reason..SO now let's gather up all our courage and do the thing you think/know is right!!Everything you do,there's a reason behind it..What if I told you that I could see through your lies or truth,what if I had long knew the motive of yours? If you were the one what would you do,treated like you dunno or confront the person or maybe plotting to revenge? Different ppl have different views,it's up to you to choose..However,people are always covered by anger and misunderstanding happens~~PS:Anger don't come alone,jealousy/envious comes along(: Believe it or not..Goodbye & take care
Yawn!Had prelim math and English papers today.I don't think I am going to pass for math paper 1,for me it's difficult but for some of my classmates,it is easy..hahhas(:However,for English it was easy yet not really that simple~Gosh,it's so complicating.Actually,I have nothing much to say either..Don't wanna further elaborate anymore..Though the results do counts,there is something as important as this which is the path we took..Sometimes,the end is the start,there is always a twist to everything..So just sit back and relax...Having a vision of something,a bad feeling but I hope everything will turn out fine-just a little twist and I will be alright~PS: There's something which only family could give and you could only get it from them..Learn will ya!
HOT AND COLD!
My one week holiday was super good! Because I play whenever I want and do whatever I feel..
However,I know that after this week,I'm going to bury myself in studies and thus wouldn't be able to enjoy anymore~hahhas(:
There is always a time for departure even if there's no specific place to travel to.Maybe it's the turn now so I shall not hesitate..I'll smile as there was once a path I once travelled with you,and now I'm doing my best to pack up my memorise and leave..You're just one chapter of my life,there are still more chapters for me to explore..Leaving with no burdens,I felt so free~~Can you hear the wind speaking into your ears,the sun rays shining on your face and the smooth and happy pace of yours?
Just wanna say that I'm really glad to be a part of this particular event of yours(:
I'M FALLING DOWN BECAUSE OF YOU!Wahahha! Hello people out there,my frens were saying that my blog is dead as there's no pictures..Therefore here to upload just one and also elaborate more about teachers' day!.
I had baked cookies for my teachers-Firstly,mrs tey who give her heart and soul just to teach us! Secondly,Mr jude ang,the best for teacher who dote and care for us most! Thirdly,Mr Ng who always try his best to make geo lesson interesting! Fourth,Miss robert who correct us and guide us through all difficulties...Lastly,Mr tan,our physic teacher though he had left,he will always be the best physic teacher in our heart..W/o him,physic lessons are damn boring~~heheh(: I hope that they had enjoyed their day and also thanks them!
I should have taken some photo of my cookies,Steph said it was nice and I really do hope..(: Haiz,a few more days to o level,I am really nervous!! Argh...........................I'm so tired but still hanging on,cause i know I will overcome it..Just do it!! Study study study..That's what I'm doing~
Bullshit about what you say because I sense it differently..Is it real? I wish that it is,I can't take another blow..This time just let it come true,a wish I had been wishing for..Though,I feel that it's still far away,I know that I'll make it come closer to me(:
PS:If a smile could kill you,I will fix it on my face..If my words can heal you,I will chant it to you.If your feelings are real,I will start this journey with you..Just tell me.PEACE XD