My fairy godmother

Written at Thursday, April 30, 2009 | back to top

PEOPLE PEOPLE OUT THERE!

I been living in misery this few days~Can't express how I feel when you are just there..Life is like living under a mask which is totally not COOL!
But guess wad,I dun wanna live like this and so I'm moving on..I dun wish to even think about it..Anyway,it is just s something right? No big deal!
hahhahas...
Don't want.
Don't ask.
Lastly,I dun care(;

Learning and just keep learning..Didn't mean it sometimes~Accidentally,you knw?A game is suitable for everyone but real one dun play...You're happy not because of him/thing..You're happy for what make up him/thing..
Think about it,the link,see it? Regret is nothing much,just dun have it the second time..Life is not wonderful but living it is totally miracle(;
I dun need anyone to live and I'm definitely NOT a NEEDY~Girls/boys out there
never be a needy cause no one wan a needy..Have a (your) life instead of living others one..

Cheer up frens,nth more importantly than you~Bad times is going away and so just stop thinking and enjoy the good times which is coming..Slow your pace and see what you've been missing out..We're there,look into it,will ya?
Frens are forever but love for someone is not eternity..As every love is just around the corners..Sometimes,one love end may not be end ,it might be a start of something new..Never estimate what things you might find..You'll never know.I learnt lots,how about you? Maybe it's time for you to do the right choice at the right time..Never live in the past and also never buried yourself with the old you..Tear off that OLD skin and start a new one..You never success w/o falling time after times..Believe the key!

Written at Friday, April 24, 2009 | back to top

I dunno!
I wonder why I said that...
I can't stand this misery,NO more!
Didn't you know,i feel sad,didn't you know,I tried so hard..
I shld have never try to change anything,in the end I simply changed myself..
Everyone think I'm bad then let it be,think that I changed,let it be!
After all,i live my life..
I can be a loner,I can be independent,I CAN and I BELIEVE!
No ones there when I needed support,I am not the type that say how I feel..
You think it's crazy,I feel the opposite and often do the opposite..
No surprise that YES I am the bad guy! I am going to say SOO WHAT!
I am tired and sick...I tried millions of times and that's wad I get?
You doubted me,I feel it...After years,that's the trust...FORGET IT...
Better off to let me live myself and die? I hated myself,I am being too stupid..
And today,i finally could let out what I have been holding back for so long and stupid me I '''' which I hardly did ! It just came flowing down w/o even me noticing it..I found out that I had really try and try it damn hard..Or I wouldn't have take it so seriously!~

Written at Sunday, April 05, 2009 | back to top

OKAY fine!
Hellish day---CLEAR and SIMPLE~
Yes=Yes
No=No!
Easy right then get it right...
Hated,bored,my decision,my life and my point of view.

Shutting down everything..I'm back..ELIS is back(:
Finally,I made the biggest step which I had always wanted to.
Elis is bad,is crazy,is on the edge and she is getting everyone/everything out of her sight! I just want peace,no words,no complains,no cheating and no MORE!

I'm fine,and totally am perfectly FINE!
Oh ya,I will not be posting for a long....time....
CLOSED FOR THE TIME BEING!
Shall be back in OCT,meanwhile take care everyone and smile till the end of the world and live to the damn fullest!

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Do you see a slide show above? Obviously right?!hahah...Okay,if you wanna know what I have been through and how do I feel about them,you will have to read the title below each photographs(: It's not that difficult There only a total of 41 photos..Meaning 41~43 words(:!! Just as simple as ABC.. Anyway,I should have introduce myself first...I am elis as you can read...And I'm currently studying at NYP,a course named-Hospitality and tourism management..Also,I became 1 year younger on the month of november and the date of eighteen which is 18 if you cant see(:Oh,and when the day arrived people who don't know me well will be benefit,as they dont need to buy me a present..Just a tiny small little card with your wishes on it will do..However,for people who knows and are...well..very close to me...HAHAHHA! It's the day I received presentsss for all of you^^ Okay..So I believes after reading this,you already have an answer to befriend with me or not!! But I hope to know every single one of you that reads what I had wrote above..Because since you have the patience to read it,you should have the patience to be my friend(:(: After all,I believes I'm a friendly, cheerful and a funny girl..I mean a teenager!!~~So...Hey people out there,will you say hi to me? Because every friendship started off with a SMILE and a HELLO..But to maintain it,we both have to work and carry a positive mind with it** Oh,just another information,I am a little loud,a little short but that doesn't really matters...Because I walks around the town with my theories and unique personalities and I know I'm being loved by my dearest lovable friends and beloved family(:^^....WAIT WAIT..LASTLY,I wanna thank all of you for reading and here's a big hug from me(*v*)...Ok Okay...end of elis' speech/self-introduction..

Love,elis chen

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