Do you see a slide show above? Obviously right?!hahah...Okay,if you wanna know what I have been through and how do I feel about them,you will have to read the
below each photographs(: It's not that difficult There only a total of 41 photos..Meaning 41~43 words(:!! Just as simple as
people who don't know me well will be benefit,as they dont need to buy me a present..Just a tiny small little card with your wishes on it will do..However,for people who knows and are...well..
for all of you^^
Okay..So I believes after reading this,you already have an answer to
of you that reads what I had wrote above..Because since you have the patience to read it,you should have the patience to be my friend(:(: After all,I believes I'm a
!!~~So...Hey people out there,will you say hi to me? Because every friendship started off with a
..But to maintain it,we both have to work and carry a positive mind with it** Oh,just another information,I am a little
but that doesn't really matters...Because I walks around the town with my theories and unique personalities and I know I'm being
family(:^^....
Dearest[;Loves,kelly Lovely Melissa! Loves,daughter(; Loves my Gfriend. Beloved DAD! THE mum~ DAD~4s!Brother(:Juney~ Melx~
UPDATE-DAYS!
Erm,long time since I updated! So there will be quite a lot of photos and not words..I'll be dead and my hand will be aching if I post wad happened this few days so i shall only highlight some points to you all~ And also my little brother had been calling me to updated,shall now talk about it!SPEAK SPEAK SPEAK!--Was not really busy but tired of blogging this few days..Oh,the system was not bad,I'm slowly getting use to it so after all no big deal!~Actually I had forgot wad really happened the past few days so I think let's skip,or I'll be crapping through...I think just talk about today......Went to watch movie after sch,coincidentally I found out that both my sis were watching that show too(same time and same movie)..Therefore,asked them to help me buy the tickets first as they got there first~Soon kelly,melissa,huiqi,june,jieying,meixuan came but kelly and meixuan were nearly late but luckily they got here in time(; Nice timing wor~The movie was really nice,damn worth watching,I guarantee that you'll enjoy! I will rate 5/6 for this movie..But for guys,I'm not sure if they will like it...hahahhas! After that,we went walking for a while then left with my sis for dinner and walked home after that~ I had a good day but now my eyelids gonna close soon...YAWN!~~~~Sleeping time or maybe too early!But panda eyes sucks..
Gosh,there's still a lot of homework for me to do...blah blah blah~~~When can I finish everything?I think till I finish O-level ba...So good luck to you all and of course myself too~~I still haven got the chance to watch COMING SOON but shall watch it next week if possible..Kelly toh you are such a busy girl,when are we watching coming soon ? (: hahahahs..OK then ,showing of pictures is better than writing....PICTURES!
PS:"I was nearly killed by my forgetfulness today,I will really remember it and never forget..I am sorry."
LAUGHTER WITH TIREDNESS!
Yesterday,I should have really post as there's damn lot of things I wanna tell you all but due to the tiredness I'm bearing..I fell asleep and the next moment,my alarm clock rang..hahahs(; So in the end,I didn't really post~Anyway,I'll post yesterday photo soon and thus I'll let my photo speak rather me telling the story everytime..I shall briefly describe what happened yesterday...Went to an event for elderly and children(I think) and we were some sort of volunteers...All we have to do was to play with the them and of course teaching them how to~I was in-charge of the skipping rope station thus I'm so tired..have been jumping with them..But with their laughter,everything is just worth it~Actually this event urge me to do more meaningful things,maybe I will,, in my 17th!...Yesterday,I concluded that helping others is the greatest gift to give and receive!It's something that money couldn't buy(;..Therefore,will you treasure the moment that you still have?~Today!!!A new day of school and everything seem to be normal EXCEPT the new time-table!! I was groaning when I first saw the stupid timing and also shock~It really do sucks much this time..
Imaging having to dismiss at 3PM everyday!! What about more freedom and time to do our own stuffs...This timing is just telling us that we'll have less freedom and less time for ourselves!! Indeed is a bad new,wad if we've extra lesson? Are we going home at 5pm everyday? Gosh,why didn't they think about the consequences...Although they thought that it's good by adding one period- the reading lesson, a good way for us(by reading more?)..Or maybe improving our English??..However,we really could do this at home or anywhere but why school...Somehow,I think we're just wasting our time....How I wished that our dismissal time will be like the past 2.30pm(;..Just 30min but it do make a different!!Okay,fine,shall not complain as doing this make ppl OLD(A auntie told us during the event-the secret for staying young?)hahahahs!There's more to know and learn~~After school,went lunch with 'sisters'...And we joke and laugh along...Fun yet getting bored with what we're doing everyday...Should find new stuff and joke to play with...Create new excitement and adventures for your everyday life...DO IT and make the only difference!
I AM SO FULL!
I was so full today,seem like I been stuffing food into my mouth...Lols! I feel like vomiting(; hahahas...Anyway,I had finally finish most of my works and what left is those that I dunno how to do! After attempting a few times,I still couldn't balance it thus i'm going to ask the teacher when sch reopen~Meanwhile just let me REST..There are barrage of questions in my dam it brain!!How am I gonna solve it all at once~If i do,I'll be crazy by the time I finish...Fine fine fine!
Shall think of a way soon...Oh ya,let me tell you what i had ate which causes me to feel so bloated now...Breakfast had,Fish soup and you know I got the nebo voucher so went nebo to order some drink + Ice-creams...As you can see from the photos so shall not mention much..After that had popcorn while watching (hotel for dogs) movie..Then,I had porridge for dinner...Lastly,I just had pizza and ice-cream again..erm for my supper,I think!!! Oh gosh,thinking back what my stomach had contained I feel like puking;/ hahhaha,shall go exercise before I sleep...TO DIGEST!!
Hotel for dogs was a touching show..See what kids could do without adults help! Oh ya,today,everything was in a rush...SORRY not to plan it properly! Shall watch it next time(; Coming soon awaiting...hahahs,but actually I'm kinda scare to watch it~Have a bad feeling..hheheh..But I'll be dare-devil for just once..No big deal watching..If there's just a nightmare..I hope?!~Their noisy banter always cheer me up(;
LovesLoves~
Twins?(Same colour too)!Treasure Island~ Rocky blah blah..Forgot!
JUST A BAD DAY!
Went studying as usual and today was totally not my DAY!! First,can't find my chemistry worksheet which I had completed~~Then,came the second disaster,I couldn't find my earpieces!!At that moment I was about to explode...But luckily I didn't,actually it's near to impossible..I wouldn't want my brain to fly out and smack on the walls....-.-!! Did you hear before,one disaster after the other...I really believe it..The third one was,I reached the bus-stop and by looking at my watch,I knew I'm going to be late so I was kinda worried! Instead of having some peace at last,the bus was packed with ppl and the bus driver wouldn't let me in...In the end,I had to wait for the other bus~~Pissed off///
But after the three damn disaster,everything was fine...Had chem tutorial and then went for my lunch(Lemon chicken rice)~It's delicious at first but after eating a few mouth,I started to feel that it really doesn't taste nice at all..It's all because of the heat that make it nice(;..Went buying a new water bottle,so do steph and melx(Pink,blue,black)!! After buying all the things we needed,went steph house to study~Studied for about 2-3 hours,started to take photoss!Okay,not my idea..But I was the one designing the styles and poses!I had real fun doing that... Next time,take a photo,must be creative!! It makes things interesting even from different angles..Trying out new stuffs have no harm..DO,DO IT!Give me a few family moments,I needed it...Watching coming soon soon...LALLALALS!!~
Taken by:Stephanie! What a spider'man'~ Melx(;
Receiving!
I can't assimilate all these facts at once...Okay,I'm kinda confuse and for me nth seem to work out..I was wondering if it is the fact or just a cover page of the story?Never mind,life still goes on and maybe one day I will realise the truth within it...Thus,I shall adapt to it and endure with it too! I hope things will turn out to be good(; It is best to be yourself,no matter who are you with..
I mentioned that today I was going for tuition right..And there's a small little surprise for the teacher as planned by the other students~She was quite shocked as the light just went off and then there's a cake which was taken in by one girl...I think she was quite touch too!! Hhahas,anyway,I shall upload the photo tmr and just look at her expression!!(;
I'm in a state of shock,confuse and trouble but I'm not gonna bring all this to my tmr!~I'll smile for the next new tomorrow..Shall lives forever..~
THE OTHER SIDE!
Firstly,pardon me for wad I'm gonna write,it's gonna be harsh but still I really wanna say it out loud,can't bear with it anymore!~~~Can you possible look behind the door and see wad's really happening?It's impossible and I know but try to understand,will you? Sometimes,we might be worried,we might be sad,we might be angry but never will we hack care if you have troubles..
No matter wad,you could also tell us or explain wad's going wrong with you..But why didn't you.
In the end,you think we are bad,hacking care of everything..But it's not like this! Wad could I really do to help you?It's impossible for me to know and I have never been a good listener,I knew it and you knew it too..But if you really need a pair of ears,I could still lend it to you...Listen clear,deep inside even if we know you are angry/sad/stress,we do not knw which is the best way to help you thus we could only sat quietly or do our own things as we really do not know how we could help you...Maybe we thought letting you cool off alone,is the best way? As everyone have different way of cooling down,some needed to be alone,some needed companion,so which do you needed most? Sometimes,I went but you hated..Then there were times I walked away or let you cool on yourself,you were disappointed in me doing so...So kindly tell me wad you need...Slowly,your trouble has became mine and it's really hard to guess...It's not a guessing game,if it is..I will give up playing this game....Give me a specific answer next time~I'm sorry for maybe, my wrong choice and I do not know wad else I could still do...Will it be the end of the journey?Will there be a dead end just round the corners? Will there still be light and path for us to continue? I still believe there is, but some voice in my heart had make this decision shake....I'm only left with the silent tears...Anyway,just look on the bright side and see things in a different way...REMEMBER,a game is not suitable for me(;
Done with the first one so let talk about our group studying today..Only kelly,huiqi,melissa,meixuan,waner and of course me went studying..It's not bored as they got lots of stories/jokes to tell..hahahas..Before this was math tutorial and it's so short..Just teaching about the triangles thingy,not much though,had learnt abit in sec 3...Then went for our lunch..Late in the evening,went to hougang green to have our dinner(LJS)~~Then we headed to a playground near melissa home and started playing while waiting for her!~It's was fun,I totally loved the flying fox(mini,just for kids)..hehhe,then we three 'kids' went playing like a crazy freaks,in the end,we went home with sweaty shirt ;P...That's all for today,just a short day anyway!! Maybe tmr will be a more exciting day...Tuition again/;
Anyway took some photo,oh ya,HUIQI could be a hairstylist when she grow up..She's real good!!
That's lame but fun~The four of us! Cute fishball beside me!Waner~
Meixuan!
MY WORDS TO YOU!
First,lets start from today--Today was quite fun and also bored,okay kinda contradict but really~Went humanity club workshop(by outsiders),it's about communication..They taught us two words which is PLAD and HUG,meaning=P:perception/misjudge a person..L:Lack of active listening skills..A:attitude..D:different cultures or background..This is all the barriers to communication....And how we should communicates,by H:Hearing(different form listening,you must be interested in wad the person is saying)..U:Understanding..G:Giving feedback(ideas)~Okay,shall not say a lot about this workshop,it would be bored to talk about it all! Finally,my SS test is over~Luckily,I am able to remember the information and I just dumped everything in,somehow I think I'm crapping all the way through(;......Anyway,I got to rest on this Saturday..I'm finally going out with my frens,it's like I've been locked up in a cage for decades!hahahas,over-reacting!!..But truly really am exhilarated and I'm totally overjoy about tmr outing..Really,it have been a long time since I went out with zhenqi and steph(;
Oh ya,quoted some useful sentences....Below pictures will tell you what I wanna say~
"In my heart,I carry the last glances of the dying.I do all I can so that they feel loved at that most important moment when a seemingly useless existence can be redeemed."(Mother Teresa)
...any man can be a father,but it takes a special person to be called Dad. A time for families to share together and not take each other for granted;take a moment and...share a hug.
A friend told me that see bad things in a different way,it really are meaningful and it did many goods to me..I have realise that it's time to be a better person..From now till forever~
Today are the 100th day of your death and I found out that we had already used to it but behind the scene,everyone is shedding their tears..When we're walking,we're thinking..When we're laughing,we're crying too..Secretly,no one gonna know..But I felt the same old feeling today,is that you or just my imagination?I dunno and I'll never know..Give me one more time;/
Steph and me~
We're swinging,can't you see!
hahahahs(;
GOSH!
Had a long day today~Oh ya,changed my blogskin as my sis said the previous one is so dull! Lols,been changing my blogskin randomly and I think this is the most suitable one(; Anyway,it was a disaster today...Jyeling (primary sch fren)took our kindergarten photo to sch and showed it around;/..It was so embarrassing,how I wished there's a hole for me to hide~In the end,I was too tired to snatch from her so eventually I gave up! Hhahas,but I'm quite smart too,I threatening to bring our primary sch photo the next time if she keep showing others(; And finally,having PEACE at last..Thank god! And today,I believed that every problem will have a way to solve it,just think or do it! And now,it's time for me to do my SUMMARY which is due tmr!Stress is building up,can you see~~
This is kelly toh!!
And not forgetting Huiqi~
Lastly,the water baby --Melissa(:
Studied!
After school,I was studying chemistry and math together with Kelly,huiqi and adam..And as for Melissa,she was laughing throughout the whole lesson(; LOLS,she can really be a entertainer next time?..hahahas! Anyway,been studying literally everyday,oh SS test is coming soon-just this Friday! Super duper fast,wonder if I got the time to study for it..At first,I think studying is bored but later I found out that it could be fun too~It totally depends how the way you study and who are you studying with;P It really does make a difference...LASTLY,I wanna tell you all about this new system in my school~Every morning we have one period of reading session(eating up our first period),at first I thought it's good but when I found out that we have to add one more lesson to our time-table..I nearly faint!! Means everyday dismissal time is 3pm!! Insane right?~We all needed rest!!LOLS,LOLS!Btw,pardon for the pic as it's not that clear;/ Byebye then,studying tmr and English summary due by this Friday~~
Kissed on the nose!! My 'mars' chocloate! Whisper of kisses (; The three crazy freaks~ Amanda and me! Lam huiqi and elis!
Me,jieying and panda! Yet nothing is impossible!
Lols,Huiqi said w/o pictures, my blog is kinda dead therefore I posted few photos today!! Anyway,went lunch with them at Ave 8..Had,fried fish beehoon and they had noodles..
Oh,the weather are real hot !! Eating while perspiring!! Oh gosh,can you imagine how it feels like~I was damn hot thus we went 7-11 to buy drinks and also to cool ourselves down(; They bought drinks and I bought a 'mars' chocolate as you can see in the pic! Quite long since my last time having it..Nothing much happen today,as usual..Hahaha,been bored for long and impossible seem to be very near yet possible seem to be far away..Lols! What I'm talking about?!Losing someone close to you,makes you learn more then you could possibly think.Never underestimate yourself as the next miracles are just round the corners..
Sometimes things are just hidden behind,if you can,why not open it up and take a look..You might find something unexpected or maybe a surprise~Actually wad you see is not wad you get?! Maybe wad you think is all a misunderstanding..More than you know,that's wad I could say(; PEACE for life...Movies awaiting...Yippee...
TUITION~You know,every sat I have tuition for my English...And today tuition was still okay as for the home works,it's prefect(just a little)..Which means that I have more time to do my own things,FINALLY!(; It's been a long time since I went out with my frens!! I sure misses the fun and laughter la~I have missed most of their events and I really wish that in the future,I wouldn't be missing out anymore..But that's not something I could promise them,okay not even myself~The choice doesn't only depend on me,you knw? Anyway,I had enjoyed today,it could be the best day of this week...I learned and also laugh along with them...They are lovable to be with(; Sometimes,I wonder if they went missing in my life ,wad would I become..Actually,the day they came into my life,they slowly change my attitude and view towards my every day life~Without me realising it...Fren,when I found out that,I might be losing you soon..I felt sad and tried to grab you back but in the end,I found out that it would be better to let you have your own fun..And therefore,slowly,I went to find my own entertainments too~ That's maybe the reason for our distance..But,I could still feel that we're on the same line and we're still supporting each other when we fall,right? I really haven been able to treasure what I got,even if I was given a chance to lose it and have it back again..Somehow,I dunno why can't I learnt from it,instead,I consistently repeating it...I'm kinda disappointed the action and words I said...I had told myself almost a hundred or even a thousands time not to hurt you again but somehow I just DID! Some things I did,I just couldn't forgive myself and I have never thought that you'll really forgive me,even if you dun,I'll not blame you as it's not ur fault at all~Do you misses the time when we used to be that close and good? Do you remember the time we laugh without hiding anything? Do you found out that there's still something wrong with this friendship and you are getting more tiring?And now,I could only say:'I do misses our old days,I do misses times we laugh without worries,I do sense that our friendship is on the edges of breaking down."I knew everything just that I dun wish to recall or even think abt it..I wan it to be like this forever and ever..At least now,we're still frens..I dun wanna see the day we break apart and lost contact like primary sch frens! New group of ppl may be good for us but also may be bad as,I tends to...hahahs,you knw,I knw!! ;PELIS is still ELIS..She knws that (she) will understand that's why she kept it a secret in here!!I'm bored or lame,you could say..But something between fren,you'll not understand only till you find one true fren,you get the real meaning of frens...TRUST?I had never believed stuff abt best fren or true fren..As I think they are all the same,there's always a phrase in my brain and heart :'Frens are always using each other.' This few words have never leave my brain,only till she came and show me wad a fren would do or hw far a fren is willing to go for YOU! It's really stunned me,it's like so drama but it's all true! A true heart/frens heart will touch you in any ways,you might not say it out but you knew it deep down..But you're also afraid that it's only a period of time,therefore,you still keep that distance....And you know this cause the person to be sad as she thought that you dun appreciate or dun treat her as a frens(true)..Thus,quarrels gets in and this continues...When is it gonna end it'll be the day you accept everything,the good she gave and treat her right..But the last question is--Will she still believe you,despite the negative things/words you said to her? That make the frens,think twice before making the first big step and thus,this story goes on and never end...UNTIL,maybe the person decided that it is time to make the big step or else this friendship gonna end..In life,there are many choices but you could only make it right at the first time...If you're lucky,you get a second chance or maybe even a third one..But never gonna be the same like the first time......So chose wisely,as the truth and decision lies on your hand..Few distance to success,will you take this path with him/her or you would rather take this journey alone?No inferring to anyone,no right or wrong..Just some feelings that we had went through....At least we came to a higher level of life and thus,we could say it to others...I guess you might also be feeling the same way like I do....Wad a long post today,my hand are aching NOW!! OUCH!...
It went missing today!!Something,some words cant be spoken..Hidden behind the wall which no one gonna knw..How long this will last? Is it really hard to show your true self to ppl? I dunno...Maybe,something are meant to be,forcing make not much changes too! Dun be too hard on yourself too,try to relax and let nature take its course...Just dun stress and mixes everything up..Actually,it shouldn't be your business to care but somehow,you just got yourself/found yourself being dragged in..LOLs! I dunno wad the hell...I am talking abt..
RUBBISH? ahhahhas(; hope not...Just few words to summaries...
Anyway today was a fine day,wasn't really hot but still the weather is still(normally hot)...LOLS!
Somehow,the temperature this few days have been getting worst,sometimes cold and sometimes hot! And the haze was terrible,I wonder will we die of suffocation?hahahhas...Crazy right,but maybe!? I really cant stand the smell that reeked my class for this two days,gosh,it suck! It's like killing the damn lung of yours inside...Like a slow death medicine...Dun inhale that much?!!
Today,was tiring too~Lots to do(; But fun to...Learning more things,may sometimes make one self happy...Oh ya,today afternoon,was chatting with the 'LV' clique and oh gosh,leaked out some of my secrets but hahahs,they are all good ppl/frens..So no worries! The only bad thing abt chatting is too much of talks! Understand? Oh,btw,somehow,sometime when I type message,the other person just cant seems to understand the hack of wad I am saying? I also learnt that dun judge a book by its cover and that's really true!!!(; Also,Kelly toh,taught me how to be a better person(the bad points are actually a good point,just look into it)!! Sometimes,she could really say much abt logic's things/words...GBY~(;
Cya,take care and goodbye! Goodnight too,sweet dreams....Tagtagtag~~
Sorry!Today,I did something wrong,i think~~Sometimes,I just didn't use my brain to think before saying anything,my tone were quite harsh today!! AHHH~~.I wonder who's the victim this time,ahhahas,luckily,I did control !Oh gosh,I just love to talk craps..Okay,today went to study/chat with Melissa and jieying,we'll all crazy talking abt (dressing up and you knw what a girl can say~~blah blah) Then,we got real excited while eating the fries with the Oreo ice-cream...As Melissa just love eating the combination of it~~It makes everyone happy..Btw today will be a short short post,cause I really have no time!.........How long it's gonna take for me to have the courage?How far is the distance between us?How long will this last? No one knws,maybe god knws what I'm trying to say~Since it took me a long time to decide,therefore,I am not going down that fast!! Also,I found out that our sch really is OMG! Cause,rules gonna change,and many new rules that is not really suitable for us!!LOls!,wonder is it good to change the sch rule/adding more to it....Anyway,I'm gonna leave this year and never to come back,only maybe for some occasions....But but,,,,I pity those who just came to our sch...Rules gonna change leh! ahahhahs(; that's all i think,not much to post too~Ya,i shld engage with some sports next week,Frisbee training...next Wednesday!Something shld be hidden for as long as it can be!Craps or logic?Who know what your last words/phrase would be at the last moment of your life?Thus,I have learnt that we should say whatever we think(good one)to the one we want at the first time and right time! Cause maybe that's our last moment of life...........Who know,who will you be with when you're dying,your last moment? Maybe,your enemies or friends or families,so I believe we shouldn't have lots of enemies as you wish to have your friends and families and not enemies around you(;RIGHT? Lastly,I want to say......why waste our time everyday,the clock ticking and the minutes moving nearer to the end of our life? So we should live to the fullest everyday and every seconds,either with friends or families and also if you've enemies,you should try to work it out and try to be friends.I believe no one could be enemy with anyone for years till the day you die?No right?,you will not wish to have any enemy till the day your life end?If you want,I encourage you to go IMH!! ahahhahas(; Just kidding,anyway,believe it or not..While you're reading this,you tends to think about the people around you and the days you've wasted--not telling hw you feel abt that person or thing! Care more,do more,feel more,speak more and interact more,not a difficult job,it's just doing more...You've nothing to lose but when you do all this,you gain lots more than you could imagine..As you must live like there's no tomorrow!~~hahahas,in the end posted a long long post cause I love talking craps or maybe life philosophy(;Take care and no regrets,okay?Byebye~~
Tiring!!!!Today lesson was relaxing but after I reached home,I was damn stressed up! Due to the tons of homework I have and you knw we have to login to the HS portal to do the CME thingy...The worse was that after I submitted my answer,I saw that the deadline was today 12noon!! I was like wad the hell...Spend my time doing yet wasted everything.I could have done something with this period of time~Lols! Taught me a lesson,to see before I do anything..It's a form of wasting my precious time(: AHHH! I have been complaining of having not enough time to do my things yet I wasted my time on others things..hahahhas..I could only say:' I'm blind'.;( Really quite pissed off by myself..If it was you,wad will you feel..?!!? I had a funny question I wanted to ask today,care to know abt it? It goes...Why I dun wanna meet you then you'll appear,but when I wanted to see you,you disappear?..I think most ppl gone through this before but wad's the reason behind it? Is it because our brain tell us to notice him or maybe it's just fated to be this way? Anyway,I will stop here and give you all the time to think abt it,thus,goodnight and (GBY?)...ahhahas,make a guess!!~(; Cya,hoping to talk to you asap!