Do you see a slide show above? Obviously right?!hahah...Okay,if you wanna know what I have been through and how do I feel about them,you will have to read the
below each photographs(: It's not that difficult There only a total of 41 photos..Meaning 41~43 words(:!! Just as simple as
people who don't know me well will be benefit,as they dont need to buy me a present..Just a tiny small little card with your wishes on it will do..However,for people who knows and are...well..
for all of you^^
Okay..So I believes after reading this,you already have an answer to
of you that reads what I had wrote above..Because since you have the patience to read it,you should have the patience to be my friend(:(: After all,I believes I'm a
!!~~So...Hey people out there,will you say hi to me? Because every friendship started off with a
..But to maintain it,we both have to work and carry a positive mind with it** Oh,just another information,I am a little
but that doesn't really matters...Because I walks around the town with my theories and unique personalities and I know I'm being
family(:^^....
Can I dun be that stupid?Something ended long time ago,will not be the same if you notice it carefully!I regretted the first step I made but also I am not..Confusing right? I dun even knw the right choice now..I'm thinking abt it..Years passes by,human beings changes too..It's stupid to think they are still the innocent one..Open your eyes big before everything falls and crumble down..It's just doesn't worth ur effort doing so~Doubt abt it,that's the way! Maybe it's just not meant to be this way..I had a prefect plan but will it work out like how I plan..Maybe yes but also maybe not!Who knows?Huh..huh..huh!!Lols!Btw,today was cross-country and know wad,I ran but get in 10th place..Depressed by the result and also english paper marks! Haiz,dun talk abt it........But something make me crazy,or actually craziness could make me forgets everything just for that moment,thus I will not be so stressed up and confused!I'm crazy you can say but I'll never act like one crazy woman without a good reason..Think before saying,that's the way I'll react..Who cares btw...?Enough is enough..So i shall stop here..Lastly,I think we ought to thanks Mr ang for the cakes and everything..After all,HE'S a GOOD teacher!! I mean it..~ Blessing to everyone..Bye!
Wow,ELIS CHEN YOU DID IT!Success is wad I can say..Today planning and surprises were a total success(: And finally,I could put my heart down and thus REST!! Have been working on it for 3 long and tiring days but after seeing their expressions,everything is worth it~Anyway,wanna know abt how the plan goes?.......................
Firstly:Passed around a small paper to all classmates and requested them to write some wishes then I will tied them up together..
Secondly:PE lesson was before recess so I told the teacher about the plan and asked him if we could be release early by 5 min and also help me to gather them around..
Thirdly:Went looking for Mr ang...After he came,I and Jieying took the cake from the canteen to the celebration wall and know wad?......They were all stunned and surprised!! Look at steph expression,I am overjoy~Too excited!
Lastly:They started singing happy birthday song and then cutting of cake and also giving of presents..After finishing the cake everyone went off to have their lunch or breakfast(not sure)~~ Btw,I'm glad that steph was really shocked abt the cake or maybe she knew it?(I hope not)..Happy birthday frens and also happy belated birthday to frens!! All the best and hope you have enjoyed everything we planned...
I'll be going out soon,meeting steph and zhenqi at bishan for our dinner and also 'celebration'!! So gtg...BYE(;
I on the com now just to wish steph a advance happy birthday as to after 12a.m will be her birthday!Firstly,I repeatHappy 17th birthday steph~~ Secondly,I wanna thanks her for everything she done for me and many more..Lots of thanks,no words can describe!!Anyway,I simply love her and I promise to dote my this kind little fren(steph)..And really sorry for being nasty sometimes(most of the time) but still deep down you are my fren,really!! Thirdly,I wanna wish that everything she wishes for will come true and of course score 6A1s for o-level~~May she stop spraining her ankle and also dun let her fall down every time..Plus,be careful while crossing..Look at the cars FIRST!! hahhaas(; There's lots if I will to list down here..After all,we have been frens for 4 years plus adn I really appreciate that our friendship lasted so long..definitely,I want it to be eternity...Will you have this long journey with me,will you walk this path with me,will you look me into the eyes and tell me ELIS CHEN please wake up when I am day-dreaming...Actually,our friendship have been higher up to another level,a level of sisterhood..And sometimes,I would just love to be the younger sister,playing a fool of you..I hope you dun mind,will you forgive me? But from now on,I'll let you be the younger one,okay?hehhe(;We eat tgt,share tgt,walk tgt and chat tgt? ahhahhas!!! Okay,I think I soon will go out of point so I shall stop here!! Happy birthday steph...GOODNIGHT!! Have the sweetest dream tonight and wake up full of energy!!! Everyone wait for the clock till it's 12am,then you pick up your phone and message sent to steph...Easy right so just do it!!! I Love you~~~~~ Best frens/sis/everything!
A day again~Was real busy today!Had lots of things to do~Oh gosh,I wonder how I'm going to take to finish everything...Planning,studying,doing and reading!Anyway,my legs still aches like hell! Can't run for a while,resting my thigh muscle..Lols! Boring days~Heard from Mr ang that cross-country is on Friday,I was overjoy as my aim for this year is be the first to complete the race but I am afraid that my muscle aches will pull me down.I'll still try my very best,even though I might not have a great chance of winning,I will complete the race.Cause that's the spirit!Millions of cell moving in my brain,thinking about plans and blah blah,more and more!Thinking things everyday,will I become crazy?I hope not! Hahahahs(: I'm hungry,craving for food now!! But loss my appetite when I look at the food...LOLS!Erm,I eat or I starve to death? Of course,I will eat or I should gobble all my food up! Shall send steph the photo as soon as possible..But...is it even possible?hahahahahas(; Just remind me! I'm getting older so poorer memory....That's all for today,got to do my work now~Blessing ;) Good evening!Out------------------------In1.Concentration-------1.More brain cells2.Raining Days-------2.Umbrella3.Places---------------3.Near AMK?
Out--------------------In1.Worksheets--------1.Do,do,do!2.Presents-----------2.Think3.Courses------------3.NearerWill update soon,I'm too tired today..sorry!
Will tiredness kill?Tired yet have to posts about today or else today gonna end soon in about 2 hours plus~
Okay, as usually had tuition in the morning(same old 11am)!! Then when on to catch a movie with my mum(Benjamin button)..Btw,I had lots of homework to complete by next Sunday!! Hahahs,crazy crazy,no time~~ And other than that,I had to finish reading my book,in order to lend it to my fren..(: Hahahs,my time,my plan is in a total mess now..Busy is what I can really say!Anyway,gonna plan everything from today,start to have a time-table and many other thing to manage my work(in a orderly manner)..I dun wanna be messy~~LOLS! Oh,also,wanna tell my theory again...Ready to hear? Nvm,I'll start even if you dun...Theory Time!!
Believe that not matter how tired you are,you are still running in the track..But why are you still in the track when you're tired? To show off or just to prove yourself?Anyway,no rights or wrongs!! Another one,we are always keeping up on fashion(latest fashion)..WHY?..1) Not to let ppl look down..2) To prove you're beautiful? 3) Just to show that I'm in the latest trend?...Hahahhas,is competing stupid or fun? I dunno,up to you..That's all for my damn lame theory..That's what in my mind now so I just spilt it out!! Oh ya,I wanna rate the movie I watched(Benjamin button)..A show about life,totally from young to old-old to young!Worth watching~~ Make you feel sour from the start! It's like watching a live-story..It's a pity if you didn't watch it..Watch it now,no regrets..I think today gone too far,far off my topic of posting so I shall stop here and good night everybody!! Bye and school starts at 8am every morning!! Blessing to everyone out there~~AHHH~Out------------------------------In1.Noodles -----------------1.Rice2.Nagging -----------------2.Patient3.Time ---------------------3. Time-table
It was sport's day today!!
Fun,excited and full of adrenaline through my body..First was house competition(4 x 100)!!Everyone were nervous,hahha,but we used the super-teen skills called the 'I believed' and also the 'visualisation'..It really do work,we got second for the race,a silver medal!! Good effort to every Neptune's member~~We really do make it happen..Secondly,cca competition(4 x 100)...I was like dying as this race starts merely right after the first one..Lols(; But still we came in third (Yippee)~Lastly,the climax of all the other race---THE CLASS RACES---Divided into upper sec and lower sec~We are 5A1 so we are in the upper sec group,there were like 8 group of them..Lols,then tension started to run up to my body..Okay,was tired so my nervousness was lessen by my tiredness (; But still I did my best,ran like hell and finally passed the baton to my classmate and there she go,dash!!Super power,that's the first time I saw her running that fast..Applauds~~She is really miracle,man~! Then steph and then jasmine..We were coming in third but was disqualified as the last player accidentally stepped the line..But nvm,she did her best,like us..And I knw we all wanted it badly,although there's not gonna be a next year,we will still continue to pursue our dream like how we run today!!ALL THE BEST FOR YOU ALL~ And i believed we are the best...Oh ya,there's still the teachers races..Mr Jude ang group won!!ahhahas(; Our form teacher,funniest and "lovable",cute teacher!! ahhahahas! Continue our spirit,I have only one phrase to say :'GO,GO,GO..As we believed we can do it!We the best..'
After race!
I went up to take photo with melissa,huiqi,june,jieying,kelly and of course steph!!Crazy shooting,okay,my idea..hahahas(;After that,we went to have our lunch together and then shop around..Lols,they are really very funny,joke around all the time..I think every moment,every second,they are thinking about jokes! Then steph went home as she was feeling unwell,I think because of the hot weather(sunny!!)(while taking the medal,we nearly became roasted MONKEY!,they shld build a shelter lor.)..Anyway,get well and dun fall sick till you are unable to come school or you gonna skip many lessons..hhehe~Oh,everyone out there,wish you all have a good health and dun fall sick!Weather is really damn hot,stay indoor as possible!!Take care and bye bye (; It's wonderful today!
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1.Road crossing ---------1.With care
2.Hacking care ---------2.Care more
3.Muscle ache ---------3.Days to recover
Super teen! Memorable!Hhahahs,anyway..Let me start talking a little about this programme~~At first,I didn't really think this programme is wonderful nor meaningful at all but somehow after 3 days of learning,I really found myself enjoying and also get to know myself,my family,studies.......lots more~~I think anyone that had been going for that training will know hw it feel like!! There's lots of skills which you could apply it in ur future life,so work on it~~And the good news is,I had finally set my goals which I had always didn't bother to..I wanna be a business-woman(; It's fantastic~~It's hard not knowing ur goal so set ur goal,aim for it and strive it right at the first time!! Also,other than yourself,you have to care about ppl around you too..No one know what's going to happen next~Treasure Treasure and Treasure!! There's still the anger control thingy,after that,I had learnt to control my temper well but I want it to last forever and not just 3 days!! I start to change the way i talk when I am angry and also in a softer tone(; That's great for me! As everyone called me a "LOUDSPEAKER" heheheh(; Heaven good news?What's more,I really start to miss the lesson..Some laughter's which you dun usually hear and also funny style which you dun normally see~~That's more but everything come to an end,they come and also they leave(; But never be sad if you know you going to work hard after they leave as you will not feel any regrets for yourself!!RIGHT? Happiness always pass in a twinkle of an eye~But I love it..Erm,I think that's all..If i continue,I am going to write 2 pages of it and the ore you write,the more mistake you make;P Last but not least,I wanna thanks them as they had really taught us the real meaning of most of the thing..They look younger each day? hehehhe!!! So i shall end here for my learning in super teen course..They will be back soon,with ninja turtle and LOLS!Hhahhas,I shall now posts about today life~Oh gosh,today was tiring but yet apply a lots of thing and words taught by super teen member..
Examples: "you dun point at me or shout at me,I will say: 'Action has consequences'!!
"You are gay or you are short,they will say:'what you say is what you get'! Making me laugh at all time...oh,the most funniest one was....The clapping!!! Yippees~~
Hhahahhas(; My class is still in their childhood,that's why we are all very young!!! WE ARE ABSOLUTELY CUTE!
After today,I think I had learnt a lot from frens..Also,I found out that even if we will not close frens,we could still communicate with each other~~ Friends are a special bond within one another,that's the miracle of it..16th years down the road,learning and falling at the same time..I know it's hard but I pull it through so I will never give up easily in future.Waiting for someone,sharing the same thoughts with me,knowing me well without me speaking..Okay,is there really this (someone)? Nvm,I will wait till my 18th birthday to prove what I had been keeping in my heart and brain..And this few words kept me away from the loneliness and gave me the courage to wait..Over the other side of the rainbow,I believed there's someone who is also waiting for me.I will just keep waiting till I'm 18th,promise?..will he be the same too?..Is it stupid to wait for someone you dun even knw if he really exist? But nvm,I will believed and I hope my wishes will not shatter into pieces (; Wait with me ..(The Someone) you must also believed that there's someone who is totally similar to you,like another side of you..Or the other part of you~~Over the sky,rainbow or ocean,how beautiful! This scenery is too beautiful for words...A well spent day brings happy life!Are you having a good time?
Came across a person's blog and he wrote about his love life..It is a touching true story,I think anyone who read it, will cry and feel sour...I think the words he mentioned were quite meaningful...After all,he gone through it and it's totally like reading a drama script..I am really impressed~~~
You know.....Sometimes I wondered if anyone care about what I'm trying to say or what I had said..Whenever they called,I will answered them happily but whenever I called for them,they were always busy or sleeping..Ignoring me,it seem like I am irritating..Actually it kinda hurt deeply..Their tiny words shattered my heart in every ways and they dun even noticed it..Somehow,I remembered about the past where we used to exchange secrets and have talks in the middle of the night.How wonderful it is,a real sisterhood!But now it seem so impossible to even talk to them..You said you wouldn't change but tell me why after 1 year you dramatically changed..It really break my heart to see..And I really believed that promises are meant to be broken~I beg you/anyone not to make anymore promises to me..I am tired of listening!!Since the day the tragic happened,everything changed..It even changes your point of view towards everyone of us..They are not that vicious,flash back to those happy moments with them and you will know..Just needed a minutes or merely a second for you to take a look or listen to what I'm trying to say..Yet it's a impossible mission now~Bring you all back to the past and restart everything~~Please see them or things in a different way,I am waiting patiently to the changes you all gonna make..For that one day,I will just keep enduring(; Because of the name "ELIS"..
Oh,tomorrow is valentine's day..I think everyone of you must be damn excited,wondering wad ur bf will give you as a present,right? But what's more important than just having him beside you the whole day..It's going to be the best present of all!! So many years of waiting,when is the only guy who I dun need to talk to and just by looking,I know he's the one..Meanwhile,I will just be waiting again..Maybe in a few more years time..hahaha..I here,wish everyone a happy valentine's day and enjoy!!
Astonished by the moves I made..Today was just not my day,it had been a long and tiring day for me..How long is this going to last?Tiring living and being this way.I really do hope that everything will be back to normal and also back to my way of life.I am trying real hard here to prefect everything but still they don't seem to satisfied..I wonder,what is prefect for them,they are not that perfect too so why make my life difficult ..Dragging me down too.Tearing me apart soon!No matter what,I can't leave this burden all to them,I am also a part of the family so I have to endure it.Deep down,I believe that one day they will stand and be strong like they used to.With that words in mind,I have no regrets about the things I do.Let us tolerate it for a little longer..I misses old days with smiling faces around and also hearing their laughter.It is a joy for me(; Can I take this opportunity to learn?Let me have a day off,will you? PEACE=x I said lots of hurtful words literally to everyone around me..Maybe I should apologise but it always took two hands to clap..But still one of us will have to take the first step..Let's end this for good~ I hated their taunts..One day when I couldn't stand them anymore,I am going to shove them off me..Never test some one's patient!! Time for my dinner and also home works~I'm going to be in this state for quite a long period of time..bye~
Pissed off just a little bit~Anger filled in me,exploding yet afraid to! Damn it,one day I'm going crazy about it..It's just that why can't they share a thought for us?What so powerful being an adult-still human,still the same logic,right?..Doesn't mean everything they do are right but it also doesn't mean everything they do are wrong~ That's why it so damn confusing and frustrated!!Btw,I came across a poem and it's meaningful,it's a effusive poem~~
It's called "No child of yours"
I saw a child hide in the corner
So I went and asked her name
She was so naive and so petite
With such a tiny frame.
'No one,' she replied, 'that's what i called
I have no family,no one at all
I eat,I sleep,I get depressed
There is no life,I have nothing left.'
'Why hide in the corner?' I had to ask twice
Because I've been hurt,it's not very nice
I tried to stop it,it was out of control
I feared for myself,I wanted to go.
I begged for my sorrow to disappear
I turned in my bed,oh god,I knew they were near
'So come on little girl,where do you go
A path ahead,or a path to unknown?'
With that she arose,her head hung low
She held herself,for only she knows
Her tears held back,her heart like ice
It look as though she has paid the price.
The ice starting melting,her tears to flow
The memorise flood back.still so many years to go
The pain,the anger all built up inside
Nowhere to run,nowhere to hide.
It will get better,just wait and see
You'll get a life,you'll never be free
Open your heart and love yourself
The abuse you suffered was NOT your fault.
Finally Ca1 have ended but more tests will be coming up soon!
Yesterday went out for a movie with steph and Zq at e-hub before going to anna's birthday party..The (All well end well) was a total ''' show,damn lame and funny..Literally laughing throughout the whole movie(; Took photos but shall update the next time~After that went for anna's bbq but I didn't stay up for long,then went to look for my sis..Oh,the sulperdog was indeed delicious! And home sweet home..
Unreasonable at times,owing an apologise..Tired of life leading this way..Should find a way out instead of burying myself in it..I started it first,I am sorry..I wanna be a better person..Really I do (;Watched inkheart and watch bride wars..Both shows were not bad but I prefer inkheart..More actions which make it exciting!!For bride wars touching and humorous~~Later,I will be eating 'reunion dinner' with my mum and sister frens..Playing game of life~~I wanna be the doctor and win the game!!hahahas(; That's all,hope I learnt for it and treat people better..Lead my life better and blah blah..I'm just waiting for the results of my success and of course my Ca1 tests..Good luck everyone!!
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