My fairy godmother

Written at Friday, January 30, 2009 | back to top

Beloved sister forever~

One big family~

Last of all my fren/steph and me (:

Ca1 are just next week and there are still lots to catch up on..First test so i hope to do pretty well~My effort gonna pay off!! Not much surprise today,still the same old day..Haven been blogging for a few days..Even though,I'm posting now,I do not have lots to talk about..hahhas(:

Been bored about my own posts..But wad can I do,literally I am doing the same things over and over again each day!! What about yours,are yours more interesting/exciting/fun than mine? Everyone got their way of living their life..After all no one can predict the future..What's coming and what's the ending? Btw,it been a long time since I watch a movie..I am waiting longing for one..Oh,pics above are photo for CNY~~I am listening to breathless**Cya,no more once and for all~~

Written at Thursday, January 22, 2009 | back to top

Sometimes when I am with you,every second counts..I know mistakes shouldn't be repeat but whenever I'm with you,I had the great fear of falling down again..It's just not right~I came so far and saw some successes,I'm not gonna let it turn into a failure...After all this hard work and effort,I know I will not repeat again..I got the mind-set ~But still I'm being confuse by you,is it a way for you to revenge on me? Lols,crazy mind of mine,talking craps all the time..What's the truth,maybe it's a mask you're wearing..You people just make me confuse about the truth and lie!! I dun wanna be the sec 4 me,k! I have been well so dun try to destroy me again..ELIS you're not gonna break down,not gonna repeat it,not going fall again..right? I'm still wondering,maybe give me a few days and I will tell you my final answer--I promise~
Today was a busy day cause tmr is new year celebration and notice board deadline,so after sch stay back till 6 plus to finish the board up but still some are not done yet..Gotta go sch early in the morning tmr to finish whatever thing left~~Quite excited for tmr,I really am..I been a crazy me so I think just keep going on my craziness? hahhhahhas(;

Fear for you and for me~~
I didn't mean to turn up this way but it did..
I am not silly,just feel like slacking around once a while..
Pardon me for every wrong things I had done,I'm really sorry~~

Written at Wednesday, January 21, 2009 | back to top

Today had been a dramatic day~
First of all,today was my grandpa 49 day(death)..Was quite emotional,thinking a lot but still I'm fine..Sometimes I wonder if I'm stupid,maybe one day my stupidity will kill me.You make me believe that something miracle will happen but it didn't,you make me think you'll come back one day but you didn't..Everything I had been believing is all fake and are just a sheet of paper...I really do wanna get out of this small little circle surrounding me,i wanna live a healthy life...I am breathing but there's just so little of air..I been quite stress this few days,thoughts just going through my mind and making me confuse..I am figuring out what i really need and having a clear mind to walk through every difficulty! I once really needed you but it's all gone,vanish into thin air~~Will you even try to help me..Why make me suffer in this stupid situation.Will you see my existence? I had to keep to my promises that I promised to you...I will keep moving and holding on as I believe you will always be with me even though you are no longer there,your heart stay within!!Just take one step at a time(;

So can I have this dance?
Is it safe to be around you.
Hard to find someone like you.
The feeling is one in a million..
With every steps we take,is it getting better.
My new blogskin,please appreciate it (;

Written at Monday, January 19, 2009 | back to top

People out there if you have been reading my posts all along,you should figured out what kind of person I am and what troubles and happiness I gone through (; Thanks for the compansion even though I might not even knw you..Btw before writing today posts,I'm wondering if I had really improve my english.I had taken back my chinese class paper,got (43.5/50),after getting back,I dun think that's well enough...My family would want me to have a better result since I got 43.5 why not 50 right? Lols~~ No expectation = no goal and aims ! Dun afraid of falling as you'll never learn if you never fall~The other things I want to mention was the book I'm reading (change of heart by jodi picoult),quite a good storyline and I can say,interesting!..Showing everyones' highest and lowest point of life..hahahhas~~~Starting to wonder if you really care,everywhere around but just not beside ..Just tell me what's wrong!! Need to do something fast and something out of what they expect(; That's why I named 'ELIS' the day I born!! I am truly proud to have this name,are you?

Written at Saturday, January 17, 2009 | back to top

Missing you,thinking abt you,forgetting everything abt you?
Sometimes I just wanna keep the prefect and last moment when we were still alright but still it fade away~Wednesday will be the end of everything or the start of something,i wouldn't know? Oh,btw new year is just round the corners,you all must be very excited right? Hahhas(: I am also kinda excited,wad this year CNY will be like! So restless today,doing revision in the morning but before that went market with grandmother and also to buy some new year stuff..Thought that they are not celebrating but still they are..Lols!! oh gosh,i think the climate really change alot,just feel they wind for this few days..Getting stronger and colder,I wonder if Singapore will start snowing if the climate continue to get colder..hahahaha~~Beware of flying away~~~!! Later in the evening,went out with my mum to shop for new year bag..And i bought a bag which is worth buying,my sister also got herself a new shoe..Hhahas,unlucky her got sick and went to see a doctor..And there was a bad couple who laugh at my sis cause of her expression but in the end both of them got scolded by my sis~~Funny funny,make me wanna laugh.But they are really too over~Never make fun of ppl when they are not feeling well cause you will only get yourself into trouble ;P I will always remember~~

Written at Friday, January 16, 2009 | back to top

Having a one-way ticket?
Wondering is studies a one-way ticket?When you started to study for it,it continue and never end..Maybe it is~Anyway today was kind of relaxing day as there's only 8 periods of lesson..(It's Friday!!) Btw each of us do have different point of view so conflict can't be avoided~Hahahs(: but still preventable if you try...All the best in trying,I should say but more debating = more communication! Oh and disaster was my math diagnostic test,I score only 31/50 and after checking,I found out that without my careless mistakes I could score 40/50 !! Ahh,9 points of careless,wasted~~Piss off with myself..Must stop making careless mistake and read properly before answering any questions..From now on,no more mistake,k? Lols~ Today there's a topic I wanna talk about.It is about parent and child relationship...Is this truth---" No matter where the child is,parent heart will always be with them.But they let go of you for your own happiness sake?" I am still thinking~~Oh,today i had done some revision for a few subject..Hope i continue this attitude, therefore I'll score well ;) hehehhes,that's all..Byye~

Written at Thursday, January 15, 2009 | back to top

Stress up with homework~
Was literally doing the same thing everyday! I was stressed up as I need more time for my cca and also my studies~Oh gosh,too many things to do yet so little time to..Can I have 48hours a day and have a longer morning period?? Lols,what I'm talking abt,impossible things?Okay,anyway I'll try my best to fork out time to revise~Homework were still fine,able to do but after doing it,I will have no time to rest!! Ahhh....Gonna go insane soon if I continue but luckily sat and sun are round the corner,that's mean ELIS got a chance to rest ~~ Hhahahs(; study for my future and not for others!

Written at Wednesday, January 14, 2009 | back to top

Tired!
Tired and restless but still have to continue studying and of course homeworks! Yeterday had netball training,was still ok but today had frisbee training and now I'm not really ok~~Hahahs,obviously I am but luckily I'm just tired and having leg cramp..Anyway,studies was making me sleepy and I feel that I do not have enough time to do things I want..So I kinda screw up my time-table~But still keep going on and holding on..Afterall the keypoint was to study hard and 'o's (; And now I gotta go do my homework,so blog again soon!! Time moving slower and faster at the same time..How should I react?

Written at Monday, January 12, 2009 | back to top

Effort do pay off?
First of all,I got 8/25 for my english diagnostic test and oh goosh,it's badly done;(!! Kind of disappointed but still ELIS work harder next time~Btw 'O' level results had been released..I do not know the actual % of passes and failure..But out of my curiosity,I went up to the hall to take a look and also to wait for my frens good news(: Congrats those who did well,that means they really did studied right? The most interesting part were the expression and reaction when they got their result slip~Some were overjoy,some were normal and some were crying..At that moment,felt terrible and scary as in the twinkling of an eye I will be taking my 'o's..I am trying very hard to score well in english and of course all other subjects..Most important subjects are still english and math! It's kinda stress and nervous,fearing that you'll forget what the teachers had taught and blah blah blah,a lots more~Tons and tons of worries..Unable to express..In order to feel better,I have to study hard and continue doing,doing,doing works~ I believe effort do pay off~After today,I think I will have a greater determination to study even harder..I still do not have a aim of what I want to be but I know my priority,to score well in 'o's!

Written at Friday, January 09, 2009 | back to top

Maybe from the start,everything was wrong or perhap it's still alright~I wonder tons of question but only some had an answer, as for the rest it'll still be a mystery.Sometimes,I forgot how to be a better person but still they treat me well.I felt I'm in wrong but still they agreed with me.Good and bad people are everywhere,they help and drag you down.Choose wisely and never trip over~Life is like traffic light,you'll need to slow down and sometimes even stop..Everyone needed more time and communication but did they try to do so? Our whole life,wad do we live for and why must we do so? I thanks the compansion,comfort and laughing given by ppl around me..Everyone needed frens and family,without them you're not complete..Give it a try,a chance and it will change ur life..Treat ppl good and treat urself better.~Giving wadever away,take wadever it is? Giving or taking is a must in life as we give and take,we gain and loss..Every words had an opposite meaning,dun always look on the negative side and also dun always look on the bright side too.Able to accept bad and good,form a better man~

Written at Tuesday, January 06, 2009 | back to top

Today is the thrid day of sch.Everything as usual,nth much too~Same old days in sch,studying,reading and of course doing worksheets..But something had change,the attitude towards each day..More positive in things I do,i think,and not that stupid..hahahs.I hope to get good result for the following test and 'o' level too! By starting now,I do not think I'll be rushing last mintue work~~Blah blah blah!! Effort do pay off,right? Having a dream of my own,I will work hard to be in the right track...That's all for today,will post again in a few days time~ Meanwhile,all the best to everyone(; Everyday, every moment,a blessing starts.
I hope she will be okay for the check-ups`

Written at Saturday, January 03, 2009 | back to top

Malaysia Trip 08

Crazy are we?

'Merry christmas'

This is wad we have~ It's not just a picture..

Written at Friday, January 02, 2009 | back to top

Starting something new-
Did I really let it go? Maybe but anyway today is the first day of sch...Before sch reopen, I had a real strange feeling,I felt that I no longer belong to any group and anywhere..It's like getting further and further away from the center of the earth.But I think I knw the reason and everything is fine nw..I had my aim and goal this year and I'm not gonna waste all my time (day-dreaming),I'm going to work hard and of course score well.N-lvl was rather bad,no matter wad forcus just my studies and nth else.Anything is possible.If there's a gap,distance,wall,we'll just have to go through it and everythings will turn out fine~ I believe I can do it right this time.Things are different nw,wadever i do,I had to think.I am not the childish and reckless girl anymore,I'm 16 and I am more mature(of course!)hahhas(: That's all then! Hope every student learn and adapt to sch life now..No more holiday mood~We are here for the real game..
Something are too good to believe~

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The lovely photos

Do you see a slide show above? Obviously right?!hahah...Okay,if you wanna know what I have been through and how do I feel about them,you will have to read the title below each photographs(: It's not that difficult There only a total of 41 photos..Meaning 41~43 words(:!! Just as simple as ABC.. Anyway,I should have introduce myself first...I am elis as you can read...And I'm currently studying at NYP,a course named-Hospitality and tourism management..Also,I became 1 year younger on the month of november and the date of eighteen which is 18 if you cant see(:Oh,and when the day arrived people who don't know me well will be benefit,as they dont need to buy me a present..Just a tiny small little card with your wishes on it will do..However,for people who knows and are...well..very close to me...HAHAHHA! It's the day I received presentsss for all of you^^ Okay..So I believes after reading this,you already have an answer to befriend with me or not!! But I hope to know every single one of you that reads what I had wrote above..Because since you have the patience to read it,you should have the patience to be my friend(:(: After all,I believes I'm a friendly, cheerful and a funny girl..I mean a teenager!!~~So...Hey people out there,will you say hi to me? Because every friendship started off with a SMILE and a HELLO..But to maintain it,we both have to work and carry a positive mind with it** Oh,just another information,I am a little loud,a little short but that doesn't really matters...Because I walks around the town with my theories and unique personalities and I know I'm being loved by my dearest lovable friends and beloved family(:^^....WAIT WAIT..LASTLY,I wanna thank all of you for reading and here's a big hug from me(*v*)...Ok Okay...end of elis' speech/self-introduction..

Love,elis chen