Test~
Today had my science paper then math paper 1.First,sci paper was easy! Think i could at least pass or maybe b3(: But for math ,I dun think I'm gonna score well..-.- The question was hard but still able to do.Express math student said it was easy! LOLS! Only applied to them not for me.Math paper started at 2pm so ended quite late,abt 4 pm and it was rainning.. I got no umbrella so I was drained.Hahahas.as well as my fren.She was worst as I got my jacket and she only got my file.Oh and she wet my paper in my file,gonna dry it up later..
Silent~
Getting less worries and troubles each days..LOLS!I gotta forcus.I'll learn from you~Thanks for the lesson I had learnt..Now I'm living to see my smile and laughter and not urs.We are always friend,dun forget.
I'll let go but I'll remember.Why do it always have to start with you and end with me.
Now i got nothing to said much actually,totally getting use to wad i have nw.Nothing,having nothing is so free.You dun have to stress up abt anything.Just being yourself.After so many things had happen.I started to knw and learn from it.I learn to be independent.I dun need anyone to be there for me.I just need me! I felt more ease after knwing ur condition.Will u even knw that if i am gone? I use to think we might be frens but it's so stupid.Already gone and ended.
Friday~
I didn't have a nice day in the morning due to vandalise of tables and rumors of rubbish.I got so stress up and pissed off by it.I didn't wanna talk to anyone for the whole morning.and my fren didn't come sch either.Afterall bored!Doing my own thing for the whole morning.Reach home at 7pm.Called steph at night,tell her lots of thing.Then went to study chem.After that call her again and sleeping time(;
Wad's wrong with me? Ain't i happy being this way,i though I am but in fact I'm not.
Frens~
It's the worst day i ever had,all unlucky things just keep coming.I had lose a fren.It's not my day,i think.Everyone kept saying I'm the one in fault and I shld make the first move to talk to her.I just kept quiet . So just let it be,The bad guy ,wadever they call,I dun care.I'm not gonna be happy this way with you so I think it's best for us to stay this way. No matter how long the path going to be and no matter how hard and trouble there will be,I am going to take it.Afterall,I shld be the one living my life and not others.I dun wanna be the bad guy anymore! I promised ppl nth but promised to live happier.
Leaving is the best.Since I'm the one who cause all this (partly is because the choice i made) I shld had knw wad's the consequences! Now ,i do not knw whether it is a right choice i made.But I hate living in this stupid routine and I wanted a change.You knw u had always say u are the giver and I had nth to say but to agreed because I dun wanna quarrel..I mean giving does not need to tell anyone right? If u wanna give and take something back,I rather u'll never give.Sometimes I hate the way u are,hate the way u say (no look ,no figure)Wad rubbish,all u have to do is believe in urself,after so many years,telling you that u're not,u tell me this.That means,everything i said is useless? Okay,forget wad i say.CAN U NOT LET UR OWN IMGINATION LEAD YOU TO WRONG CONCLUSION. I am so pissed off.Now, thinking that IT'S ALL MY FAULT.Making u to accept this group of fren,It's not possible for me to give you all my time.Who am I to you? I am just a fren.I need my own life.I am not going to give up everything for anyone anymore.They must be crazy to keep choosing,it's so tiring.. And they are driving me crazy.I can't go on this way, I am breaking down..I rather be alone if this is the result of having fren..Let it be my fault.Being true to urself and let the world see wad good are u in and not wad's bad,fren.We're going separate ways.Someone take me high and erase away my sorrows!!Goodbye,w/o you I'm not going to die.
Today is saturday,so as normal wake up kinda late..After washing face and etc..went down to market to have my breakfast(duck rice for me).Later gotta go for my class which is at 3pm..One week more,I really gotta study for this whole week(:Anyway,I wonder if the ppl around me are good or bad,or are they just pretending? But if they didn't hurt me,I'll always be there for them.
Today!Had real fun today,seem like I had return to my childhood.Starting from morning,you knw same rountine but had a quarrel with steph partly my fault.Anyway the story goes...blah~blah~Something abt(No figure,no look).I knw I'm bad by saying this but still sometimes I just can't stand her saying the same thing again and again.I didn't wanna care and left her alone.In the end,found her telling it to somebody else and not me.Wad a fren am i,instead of comforting her I left her alone to find others.Felt better after hours of silents,started playing with them,joke around ,try not to think that much. After sch,she left first..Kinda stupid didn't talked for the whole day because of 'that'..Didn't went go home so went playing frisbee..It's so happy as time flys with them around..Went home and saw a message from steph..I think the conflict is over?We are all fren,right. I wanna have nth to worry abt.
Today time passes by very fast! Too fast that I seem to miss out alot of things.anyway today as usual free periods again(: when to chat with steph and we were singing,LOLS! I had mee goreng for lunch and it is damn spicy! Drank two bottle of water!! hahahas.I wanna eat more kind of spicy food.Then chem was the last lesson.! Dismissed~.Frisbee.Meeting my pri sch fren to study later.Was in a real rush! Late for the meeting.Long time seen i saw them.hahhahs(; And found out lots of stupid things we had done.But due to stm,i think.Couldn't really remember. Had a great day today but I am tired,didn't rest well so gotta sleep early I think.
Blogging again.hahahs! Anyway,today lesson was much more better,had physic for first 2 periods and then geo(no teacher)so was like FREE PERIODS again and it's for 3 periods.For 3 periods,doing the same thing but never got tired.LOLS!Went for recess, didn't bought anything to eat.went back to class for the last two lesson ..Sch bells goes and all went home.But i went frisbee..Was training my back-hand.I'm going out later and I'm damn hungry nw,gotta go eat le.
Forgetting is easy for you but not for me..I dislike the mix feeling,I dun wanna waste time wondering abt the past.It's time i moved on .I knw I'm the one to leave and I'm sorry.I didn't mean it too.I have a reason to everything I said.The best stay in past but i knw I will be even happier in the future.I felt right for that moment.Struggling through I learn to be stronger.Even though~~
Pride means nth w/o you.
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Do you see a slide show above? Obviously right?!hahah...Okay,if you wanna know what I have been through and how do I feel about them,you will have to read the
title below each photographs(: It's not that difficult There only a total of 41 photos..Meaning 41~43 words(:!! Just as simple as
ABC..
Anyway,I should have introduce myself first...I am
elis as you can read...And I'm currently studying at
NYP,a course named-Hospitality and tourism management..Also,I became 1 year
younger on the month of november and the date of eighteen which is
18 if you cant see(:Oh,and when the day
arrived
people who don't know me well will be benefit,as they dont need to buy me a present..Just a tiny small little card with your wishes on it will do..However,for people who knows and are...well..
very close to me...HAHAHHA! It's the day I received
presentsss for all of you^^
Okay..So I believes after reading this,you already have an answer to
befriend with me or not!! But I hope to know every
single one of you that reads what I had wrote above..Because since you have the patience to read it,you should have the patience to be my friend(:(: After all,I believes I'm a
friendly,
cheerful and a
funny girl..I mean a
teenager!!~~So...Hey people out there,will you say hi to me? Because every friendship started off with a
SMILE and a
HELLO..But to maintain it,we both have to work and carry a positive mind with it** Oh,just another information,I am a little
loud,a little
short
but that doesn't really matters...Because I walks around the town with my theories and unique personalities and I know I'm being
loved by my
dearest lovable friends and
beloved family(:^^....
WAIT WAIT..LASTLY,I wanna
thank all of you for reading and here's a
big hug from me(*v*)...Ok Okay...end of elis' speech/self-introduction..
Love,elis chen
Test~
Today had my science paper then math paper 1.First,sci paper was easy! Think i could at least pass or maybe b3(: But for math ,I dun think I'm gonna score well..-.- The question was hard but still able to do.Express math student said it was easy! LOLS! Only applied to them not for me.Math paper started at 2pm so ended quite late,abt 4 pm and it was rainning.. I got no umbrella so I was drained.Hahahas.as well as my fren.She was worst as I got my jacket and she only got my file.Oh and she wet my paper in my file,gonna dry it up later..
Silent~
Getting less worries and troubles each days..LOLS!I gotta forcus.I'll learn from you~Thanks for the lesson I had learnt..Now I'm living to see my smile and laughter and not urs.We are always friend,dun forget.
I'll let go but I'll remember.Why do it always have to start with you and end with me.
Now i got nothing to said much actually,totally getting use to wad i have nw.Nothing,having nothing is so free.You dun have to stress up abt anything.Just being yourself.After so many things had happen.I started to knw and learn from it.I learn to be independent.I dun need anyone to be there for me.I just need me! I felt more ease after knwing ur condition.Will u even knw that if i am gone? I use to think we might be frens but it's so stupid.Already gone and ended.
Friday~
I didn't have a nice day in the morning due to vandalise of tables and rumors of rubbish.I got so stress up and pissed off by it.I didn't wanna talk to anyone for the whole morning.and my fren didn't come sch either.Afterall bored!Doing my own thing for the whole morning.Reach home at 7pm.Called steph at night,tell her lots of thing.Then went to study chem.After that call her again and sleeping time(;
Wad's wrong with me? Ain't i happy being this way,i though I am but in fact I'm not.
Frens~
It's the worst day i ever had,all unlucky things just keep coming.I had lose a fren.It's not my day,i think.Everyone kept saying I'm the one in fault and I shld make the first move to talk to her.I just kept quiet . So just let it be,The bad guy ,wadever they call,I dun care.I'm not gonna be happy this way with you so I think it's best for us to stay this way. No matter how long the path going to be and no matter how hard and trouble there will be,I am going to take it.Afterall,I shld be the one living my life and not others.I dun wanna be the bad guy anymore! I promised ppl nth but promised to live happier.
Leaving is the best.Since I'm the one who cause all this (partly is because the choice i made) I shld had knw wad's the consequences! Now ,i do not knw whether it is a right choice i made.But I hate living in this stupid routine and I wanted a change.You knw u had always say u are the giver and I had nth to say but to agreed because I dun wanna quarrel..I mean giving does not need to tell anyone right? If u wanna give and take something back,I rather u'll never give.Sometimes I hate the way u are,hate the way u say (no look ,no figure)Wad rubbish,all u have to do is believe in urself,after so many years,telling you that u're not,u tell me this.That means,everything i said is useless? Okay,forget wad i say.CAN U NOT LET UR OWN IMGINATION LEAD YOU TO WRONG CONCLUSION. I am so pissed off.Now, thinking that IT'S ALL MY FAULT.Making u to accept this group of fren,It's not possible for me to give you all my time.Who am I to you? I am just a fren.I need my own life.I am not going to give up everything for anyone anymore.They must be crazy to keep choosing,it's so tiring.. And they are driving me crazy.I can't go on this way, I am breaking down..I rather be alone if this is the result of having fren..Let it be my fault.Being true to urself and let the world see wad good are u in and not wad's bad,fren.We're going separate ways.Someone take me high and erase away my sorrows!!Goodbye,w/o you I'm not going to die.
Today is saturday,so as normal wake up kinda late..After washing face and etc..went down to market to have my breakfast(duck rice for me).Later gotta go for my class which is at 3pm..One week more,I really gotta study for this whole week(:Anyway,I wonder if the ppl around me are good or bad,or are they just pretending? But if they didn't hurt me,I'll always be there for them.
Today!Had real fun today,seem like I had return to my childhood.Starting from morning,you knw same rountine but had a quarrel with steph partly my fault.Anyway the story goes...blah~blah~Something abt(No figure,no look).I knw I'm bad by saying this but still sometimes I just can't stand her saying the same thing again and again.I didn't wanna care and left her alone.In the end,found her telling it to somebody else and not me.Wad a fren am i,instead of comforting her I left her alone to find others.Felt better after hours of silents,started playing with them,joke around ,try not to think that much. After sch,she left first..Kinda stupid didn't talked for the whole day because of 'that'..Didn't went go home so went playing frisbee..It's so happy as time flys with them around..Went home and saw a message from steph..I think the conflict is over?We are all fren,right. I wanna have nth to worry abt.
Today time passes by very fast! Too fast that I seem to miss out alot of things.anyway today as usual free periods again(: when to chat with steph and we were singing,LOLS! I had mee goreng for lunch and it is damn spicy! Drank two bottle of water!! hahahas.I wanna eat more kind of spicy food.Then chem was the last lesson.! Dismissed~.Frisbee.Meeting my pri sch fren to study later.Was in a real rush! Late for the meeting.Long time seen i saw them.hahhahs(; And found out lots of stupid things we had done.But due to stm,i think.Couldn't really remember. Had a great day today but I am tired,didn't rest well so gotta sleep early I think.
Blogging again.hahahs! Anyway,today lesson was much more better,had physic for first 2 periods and then geo(no teacher)so was like FREE PERIODS again and it's for 3 periods.For 3 periods,doing the same thing but never got tired.LOLS!Went for recess, didn't bought anything to eat.went back to class for the last two lesson ..Sch bells goes and all went home.But i went frisbee..Was training my back-hand.I'm going out later and I'm damn hungry nw,gotta go eat le.
Forgetting is easy for you but not for me..I dislike the mix feeling,I dun wanna waste time wondering abt the past.It's time i moved on .I knw I'm the one to leave and I'm sorry.I didn't mean it too.I have a reason to everything I said.The best stay in past but i knw I will be even happier in the future.I felt right for that moment.Struggling through I learn to be stronger.Even though~~
Pride means nth w/o you.
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