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Hey people,my name is elis chen and I'm currently a 17 year old girl.If you wanna know more about me or what had happened to me..read on~

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--If I were a boy--


Written at Monday, February 21, 2011 | back to top

feels like you're in a rush..a rush to some dreamy land where ur games lies ahead..just needed some warmth and security or perhaps just a little love..but u hv got none..Is it that u hv none left to give or is it I can't feel a thing..I can't blame you nor me because time fade away lots of things..thinking back is the remedy but what's important is enternity? ...I ponder and wonder, yet I can't get any better...the time to? I just wanna be where I shld be..Just listen to , just listen to me.....................................................................,........,,,,,,.................................................Why were you like this? why am I reacting ? I feel sick and tired to continue my story....Sometimes, I just needed peace..Sometimes, I hope u would listen and do what I asked..It isn't too much..I didn't ask for te stars..I simply just wished for an update? a message? a concern? a feeling? a call? you knw what..I suck at writing and saying out hw I feel..I just feel bored and just tired of trying to be......I hate tonqorry and I hate to feel
afraid, the threaten by others by the crowd,,I just wan a peaceful, quiet life...
Written at Wednesday, September 08, 2010 | back to top

it was the first time I saw your back-I felt so lost and useless. Not beig able to hold u back,not being able to chill it off.and not being able to clear your doubts. While I'm running my way there,the only thing I thought was-why was I such an idiot,why was I so childish,why am I anger or sad for? As all I ever wanted was this.and somehow,I'm throwing it all away? I must be insane..and as thoughts filed my mind,feelings filled my heart..I ran even faster-fearing that everything would be disappear infront of me..Upon seeing your back-I thought..Should I just walk behind or should I go up to u? and yes,I did! But evrything wasn't as I expected..You look so emotionless,I can't read u anymore..I dunno what or which part did I do that causes this? I thought u will be fine but u merely say you're fine and ther u go..I stood there,looking like a fool..the fear,the worst scenrio..what I don't wan..Just happenED...and slowly ur back faded..and I realise,I should be headjg back...and there I ran my heart out ,my mind of thoughts and cry out how I felt..because there is nth else that I could do to save it...Silent filled but what else?


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